Friday, March 16, 2007 Y
remember the bus incident , i just realised i always needed you with me or i'll be lost.
雖然他們都說 :
天下沒有不散的筵席
可是 ,
我很肯定的 ,
我沒辦法再找到像你一樣好的朋友 .
不能在找到一個甚麼都能聊的朋友 .
不能再因為有彼此而笑得燦爛 .
也許 ,
你沒有把我看得比我看你還重要
不過 ,
無論如何 ,
你只會是我最好最好的朋友
i'm afraid ,
afraid that we might not contact again after admitting to a different school
afraid that we will gradually forget each other
afraid that we will disappear from each of our life
afraid that we cant share our happenings with our eyecandies
afraid that we cant witness my 'wait' for him for the two years
afraid that you wont have the chance to know who i ended up with in two years' time
afraid that you cant share my happiness if i'm together with him
afraid that you cant be there for me if he chosen other and not me
afraid that i wont have the chance to know who you ended up with too
afraid that we cant laugh at others' stupid friendster pictures
afraid that we cant gossip on people again
afraid that there wont be your familiar laughters to my seriously-sounding but humorous joke
afraid that you wont have the chance to tell me that you remembered that my birthday is on Saturday next year
afraid that we wont have the chance to celebrate your birthday and mine next year
afraid that you wont be there when i need listening ears to my cries
afraid i cant be there when you have problems with your family members again
afraid that i cant witness you marrying someone who is rich, intellectual, charming and etc
afraid that i cant witness you living in a condominium which you wish for after marriage
afraid that i cant witness you getting the job as a fashion magazine editor you wish for
i'm sorry my dearest. but i still cant bear to cry like hell now.
i really just hope we will be best friends for the rest of the life and even the rest of our next life
but i really do not have the confidence that we still can keep in contact often like we do now
i just want you to know at this period of my life
i really do love you lots, huiyu.
Saturday, March 03, 2007 Y
i need someone who can listens to my complains
i need someone whom i can smile sweetly to
i need someone who makes me feel like i'm the happiest girl in the world
i need someone whom i can hug
i need someone who says i love you to me
i need someone whom i can say i love you to
i need someone who is everything to me
i need someone whom i'm everything to his
why is it his images that are appearing. it's all infactuation i guess.