haiis.

whyy..

whyy nt tak mii away?

ii dun wan to be exiistiing iin thiis world.

ii'm onlii another useless one..

onlii addiin troubles.

onlii makiin ppl upset.

whyy..

whyy still let mii exsiit.

everytiing juz keep changiin..

ii cant hiide anytiing..

haiis..

xiiao-eve
[dyiin]

on partiicular afternoon..

ii was tiinkiin..

how does ppl get dda courage to commiit suiiciide?

how diid they manage to bear dda paiin...

ii juz took [jh] de penkniife..

and started tryiin nors..

ii pressed as hard ii can nahs..

but after tt still no blood nerhs..

so..haiis..

ii started tiinkiin about how ppl gt dda courage..

haiis..

sumtiimes realiie hope tt ii can hab a new liife agaiin..

ppl sae mistakes and obstacles iin liife make ppl grow.

realiie mahs?

iisnt those make ppl hab a hurtful scar too...?

haiis

xiiao-eve
[y nt tak mii away]

humphs. c u can sliient longer or ii can.


y alwayx lyk tt nerhs.

juz one more tiime ii realiie cant tak iit le.

grrs.



xiiao-eve
[sobx]

adapted frm my fren'x niickname:


每个女孩都是天使

当她落下第一滴泪时

上帝就收回她的翅膀

所以

世界的男孩都应该知道

当你面前的女孩

为你落下第一滴泪时

她已经为你放弃了整个天堂




wahs.. so..errs..sensual.. anyways..iif onlii ii realiie iis an angel..

hahas..

but ii'm human..

haiis =.=!


argh..

my haiir iis drippiin wiif water now..

@#$%&

hahas..

xiiao-eve
[abiishx]

nahs..

ur 零 de lyriic.. kekes.

Alan 柯有伦

從來不相信我的世界可以有多完美

痛苦寂寞還有一些疲憊

不允許他人隨意進入我的零度空間

寧願孤獨懶得再去想誰

兩個人一起是否只是得到一種安慰

掙脫過去然後忘記一切

沒想過有天我的結局忽然全部改變

誰會抓住我的無力雙臂

怎麼會哭誰錯誰對為誰抱歉

不會再哭誰錯誰對為誰憔悴

走入零度空間等到一切分裂

就算愛的危險我們一起面對

來不及的防備沒听過的誓言

要我怎麼學會多了愛的明天

走出零度空間終于一切分裂

就算愛的很累我卻不會後悔

放下所有防備一切都無所

謂逃出黑暗世界開始新的明天

新的明天

新的世界

xiiao-eve
[kekes]

oh yea..

gt one more tiing to sae..

yuan laii liift iis betta den staiircase..

=X

hahas!

bleahs.



xiiiao-eve
[LOLx]

haiis..

sObx..

realiie nors.. iin thiis sch realiie ii berii gd de can tell all my secrets to de frens onlii u 2 le...

now u angry wiif mii..ii realiie duno wad to do..

ii realiie dun wan lose u 2 thiis gd frens nerhs..

sobx..

dun angry le nerhs..

u juz tell mii wad ii do wrong can anort?

ii go lot 1 ii nv met her nors..

she eat her tiing ii go shop my tiings..

lata iis she goiin home le den she come upstaiirs fiind drey..den she go home le nors..den ii oso contiinue shop le mahs..

and y ii still go pheoniix iif ii wan go lot 1 iin dda fiirst place iis ii c u berii angry so ii tot can peii u..

ii realiie duno wad tiing u angry wiif mii..

realiie dun angry le nerhs..

ii realiie care about u thiis fren alotx nors..

u and nikki are lyk onlii ii realiie gd de frens..

ii realiie duno wad to do when u angry wiif mii le..

xiiao=eve
[sobx]

grrs.. ii wan zhii and kii..

haiis..

ii miss my papa nerhs..

miss u all these aunts..

hu my uncles ar?

nvm nahs..miss my uncles too..

miss my miin miin dii dii

miiss my tiing tiing meii meii..

and my yiing yiing meii meii

zZz.. sobx.

ah kii gu gu..

ah zhii gu gu..

and dda new mama..

ii still havent gt chance to communiicate wiif her siia..

haiis~

ii wan 2/4!!

sobs

suan le.. ferrget mii nort wors~

xiiao-eve
[siighs]

hmms..actually duno wad to sae nerhs =.=

LOLx..

okiies nahs..

ii come hao liian awhiile. hahas =X

ii gorrt new handphone liiaox.

wEee..

but actually nth to hao liian about nerhs.

suan le. change topiic bahs

haiis..ii miiss niicholas nerhs..

long tiime no c hiim and tok to hiim le..

ii wan more of hiis siignature!!

ahhh~

grrs..

sec 3 de liife berii siians nors.

dda nottiie class.. haiis..

anyways nowadays lyk berii cold nerhs.. tiink goiin to fall siick anytiime le.. zZz..

yesterday still gt drenched under dda downpour..

hahas..

den we go to my master'x hse..

so messy siia..

but at dere berii happy nahs..

hor hor?

hahas..

rest till so peaceful siia..except ferr dda game tt ii duno watch them play how many tiimes le lars

=.=

zZz..

den iish a happy day nors..

kekes..

happy day hors?


okiies nahs..faster wriite den u can c mahs..

LOLx..



hmms..basiically lyk tt nors..

nth to wriite le..

goiin to slp nors~ ^^

kii and zhii, miss u 2 lotx~



xiiao-eve
[yawnns]

errs..

lurrve u lotx ^^!

sobs..

ii duno ii juz duno wad happen to mii..

ii juz feel so bad..

feel so friighten..

feel so lost..

ii'm nt as wad ii saiid tt ii'm tryiin le..

ii realiie cant...

cannort le..

ii'm so afraiid to be lonely agaiin le..

xiiao-eve
[sobx]

omg omg.. =X

hahas..

*blush*

bleahs.. ^^!

dun tell u wad happen.. bwahahahas~



anyways,

aiiyos..todae laz day of dda sec 1 oriientatiion le..okiies nahs. overall dda 1/3 still gave mii dda gd iimpressiion on dda laz miinute ^^! haiis..but ar..realiie so angry when giiviing them iinstructions..zZz..

hao lars..will blog more tml.. otherwiise gt alotx ppl sae ii looong tiime nv blog liiaox..

hor hor..?

hahas.. *abiish*

xiiao-eve
[kekes]