so sad..haiis..realiie so sad..

what's happeniing to mii nowadays?

ii'm haviing seriious mood swiing lorx..

that makes mii cry suddenly de..

awws..

ii realiie feel so hurtx..

y lyk tt?

lurrve realiie cause 烦恼 mahx?

he make mii feel so lonely..so abandoned..so transparent..

ii dun realiie lyk hiim..but y he affected mii lyk thiis..

ii realiised that ii was as iif abandoned..

to anyone ii was lyk juz a glass..so transparent and will never be bothered..

ii hatex yet piity the mii iinsiide..she iis so scary..yet so lonely..

juz lyk a soul wonderiing aiimlessly..

she niid a supportx..

ii realiie piity her..yet at tiimes ii hatex her..

haiis..


hands off,

xiiao-eve

[escapiing]

woooossshh~ hahax..ii'm back~

back from?

errrs..back from outsiide? =P okiies..kiinda lame.. fiine..

hmms..tag tag tag!!! ii wanna a taggiie frm euu!!!

anywayx..juz changed my penciil box ^^ furry!! tak a look at iit when euu c mii takiing iit kaes?

awws..ii wan hiim!! hahax..

ii wan ii wan ii wan ii wan!!!! ii dun care ii dun caRE!!! humphs....

so where's hiim?

argh!!! juz giib mii!!! ii wAN~

suan le..ferrget iit.. awws..

paiiseh..kiinda gone bonkers todae.. wEeEe~

cant waiit thuu c hiim tml! ^^ wahahaha~

gettiing more and more lookiing ferrward to streamiing ^^ kekex.. duno get iintuu whiich stream.. *gasp!* wiill end up same class as hiim nort ars? hees hees..

hao lar..dun bother mii..-.- ii'm bonker-y todae.. heh heh.. = . =

meoww~ wooff!! lalalalala~

hands off le..

xiiao-evelynn_____-*

wtf..iit's lyk wad's wrong wiif xpressiing own thoughts at our own blog?! so wad iif we comment somethiing about e teachers.. iiznt those our own viiews? wad's wrong wiif that?! u all are juz beiing unfaiir!

y?! y sack her? of all of e prefects..she's e one ii thiink tt's carry out quiite a duty.. yet.. on wad she wrote on her blog? so wad? prefects cant xpress our viiews?

respect our authoriity.. we are nt commentiing straiight to ur face..ferr godness..we're juz commentiing iin our blog.. and tt make a seriious offence?

thiink about iit..thiink..

ii wont leavee euu alonee...euu wiill neverr be a nobodiiee...thuu mii..euu aree always a somebodiiee..

谁来告诉我怎么办啊...

sObx...

潘瑋柏-不得不愛 《歌詞》

(女)天天都需要你愛　我的心思由你猜　　
I LOVE YOU　我就是要你讓我每天都精彩　　
天天把它掛嘴邊　到底什麼是真愛　　
I LOVE YOU　到底有幾分　說得比想像更快

(男)是我們感情豐富太慷慨　還是有上天安排　　
是我們本來就是那一派　還是捨不得太乖　　
是那一次約定了沒有來　讓我哭得像小孩　　
是我們急著証明我存在　還是不愛會發呆 BABY

(合)不得不愛　否則快樂從何而來　　
不得不愛　否則悲傷從何而來　　
不得不愛　否則我就失去未來　　
好像身不由己　不能自己很失敗　
可是每天都過得精彩

(女)天天都需要你愛　我的心思由你猜　　
I LOVE YOU　我就是要你讓我每天都精彩　　
天天把它掛嘴邊　到底什麼是真愛　　
I LOVE YOU　到底有幾分　說得比想像更快

(Rap)I ask girlfriend how you been 　　　
來去了幾回　我從來沒有想過　愛情會變得如此無奈　是命運嗎　　　
難道難過是上天的安排　沒辦法　
天天的每天的心思到底由誰來陪　　　
我誠心　我誠意　
但周圍擾人的環境始終　
讓我們無法在這裡自由相戀　　　
我精采　你發呆　
兩顆心不安的搖擺　
應該有的未來　
是否真的那麼的無法期待　
捨不得在傷害　　
You're girl my girl my friend 　　
How much I love you so so much baby 　　　
看著你哀愁　要我如何怎麼承受面對　　
I'm sorry you're my sweetheart 　　
My love My one & only baby

(合)不得不愛　否則快樂從何而來　　
不得不愛　否則悲傷從何而來　　
不得不愛　否則我就失去未來　　
好像身不由己　不能自己很失敗　
可是每天都過得精彩

(女)天天都需要你愛　我的心思由你猜　　
I LOVE YOU　我就是要你讓我每天都精彩　　
天天把它掛嘴邊　到底什麼是真愛　　
I LOVE YOU　到底有幾分　
說得比想像更快

(男)會不會有一點無奈

(女)會不會有一點太快

(合)可是你給我的愛　　
讓我養成了依賴　　
心中充滿愛的節拍

(女)天天都需要你愛　我的心思由你猜　　
I LOVE YOU　我就是要你讓我每天都精彩　　
天天把它掛嘴邊　到底什麼是真愛　　
I LOVE YOU　到底有幾分　說得比想像更快


full lyriic of e song currently playiing iin my blog! wiilber's new song..niice ehh? ^_^ wEeeE~

hands off,

xiiao-eve

你的香气 - Claire

作词：明明 作曲：廖伟鹏 编曲：吕结淳 演唱：Claire

玫瑰凋谢的一瞬间 留下的香气让我不解追溯从前
打开记忆的图片 花开的季节背叛曾经上演
直到这刻才发现 我己经 真的真的走远
这属于你的香气 我已经不再挂念
曾经爱过可惜已经找不到线索
某年某月就算再让我与你挂身而过
我已不是我 你触碰不了我的心中 那最深的角落
曾经的痛我已经让它孤单坠落
时间慢慢流过让我们选择好好的过
执着着什么 你的香气已瀰漫风中
而我有云淡风清的天空


dere ^^ e lyriic..tada~ hahas..wad a sensual lyriic..haiix...

euu aree onlii loneely~

xiiao-eve

liiew..

now ii make thiis clear..anyone hu viisiit my blog u MUST change ecodiing to uniicode..iif nort plz do nt loiiter around my blog! no use lorx..u cant hear songs..cant c my beautiifel words..argh~

toopiid toopiid.. -.- errs..paiiseh ii mean toopiid html code lar..hahax..

dun care ar..anyone viisiit my blog..plz use uniicode and c lar -.-

ii teach agaiin -.-

up dere u c...

cliick -viiew-

den go to -encodiing-

fiind -uniicode- if dun hab

cliick -more-

fiind -uniicode-

tada~ e page will refresh..and u can c and hear song iin my bloggiie liiaox! ^^ wEeee~

so ii make iit tt fiirst rule iin my bloggiie iis tt u hab to change to uniicode.. okaes?

hands off here le..

where are euu...

ii need euu riight now...

ii juz cant fiind euu...

iit's paiinful...

realie paiinful...

ii realiie need euu...

dont leave mii alone...

ii'm nt that strong...

其实我的心...

都是伤...

很难恢复的伤...

我真的害怕孤独...

你们都真相信我习惯了吗...

ii realiie niid euu now...

___where are euu___ . . .

[ys]..no..dun force mii..u seemed to have just destroy my world..ii seemed to have waken up by u to go back to e realiity..

ii dun wan..please..realiie dun wan..dun force mii..

y... iit's lyk iit's nt every guy iis lyk u...

although dere may still be love..but.. iit wont last long..

realiie..

ii dun wan..ii juz want to bluff myself..ii dun wan to wake up..ii'm hapiie thiis way..realiie..

ii beliieve ii can make my own world.. make thiings come true..

y u hab to be lyk tt...

ii dun beliieve..

u are expectiing everyone to be lyk u..but ii'm not and ii dun wan..ii've changed..

iit iis realiie paiinful..

u had juz destroy part of my world..

so wad iif no one will love mii lyk thiis..

ii dun care..cuz ii dun niid love now..ii'm juz realiie happiie how e way ii am..

iit's realiie paiinful..

what on earth am ii thiinkiin riight now..

izziit realiie wrong to be lyk thiis..

why..

ii dun hab to hab e same tots as u..do ii?

juz let mii iimmerse iin my own world fiirst..

dun destroy iit anymore..

please...

hahax..yepx yepx..here iish e blog entry ii'm gonna post todae..

ii realiize sumthiing agaiin..

y do ppl diisliike or hate someone..

euu noe e answer..

ii was wonderiing would iit be..

because of...

jealousy..

yepx..thiink about iit..we may appear to diislyk or hate that person..because we dare not face our self..we tend to thiink we lack of wad tt person hab..tt's y..we are scare to face iit..we dare not admiit iit..

perhaps?

mabiie nt ferr euu..but to mii..iit iis.. ii dare not face myself iin e past..becuz ii do not hab e confiidence.. ii dun dare to admiit what ii've done iis wrong.. ii thiink ii am lackiing of what ii want myself to have..to be.. tt's y.. ii diidnt noe how to change.. chiildiish thoughts..

now ii realiise..

after ii realiie faced myself..noe what a person ii am.. iit's berii amusiing.. ii dont noe what am ii actually iis.. ii couldnt fiind whiich one of mii iis real and whiich iis fake..

but at least..

ii noe what ii've done wrong..

and ii'm changiing.. ^^

there's alwayx tiimes when u diislyk what ppl are doiing.. becuz we all have different thoughts.. yet these all lead to confliicts etc.. so tak a rest and ponderiing about iit ^^

euu miight fiind all kiinds of answers iin iit whiich euu had nv realiisiin iit..

(toopiid..past 15 miins liiaox..havent call mii -.- *ehem*)

hehex..hao lar..ii shall hands off here le ^^

xiiao-eve

在这一刻...我觉得我是世界上最开心..最幸福的人..

理想情人
主唱：楊丞琳

穿上洋裝看著手錶
時間快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次約會來臨了
金色的陽光灑滿人行道
換了新的脣膏把頭髮弄好
要你看到我的好

喜歡看你走入充滿自信
雪花雪飄你的專注眼神
還有那比起小游魚的天真
我相信
找不到有比你更好的人
你心裡理想情人是幾分
是否也會有我的份

好想知道 你的一百分會給怎樣的人
親愛的妳 不要再陌生　增加我的喜歡
我想問親愛的妳
把感情升等
朋友變成情人
可不可以告訴我標準
不要我一直等
聽著那時間滴答的走
對街的你在點頭
好像一個夢
漸漸　走到我的前頭


thiis song de 内容 captured my attentiion..ii fiind iit berii meaniingful lorx..den when u c e lyriic euu will start to thiink about hiim.. ^^ ii mean iit's lyk iit descriibe how euu wiill feel on a date de lorx.. ^^

hahax..tt's e 2 lyriics ii wanna share todae ^^

xiiao-eve

will update a entry lata agaiin =D

__ii fall iin lurrve wiith thiis world__ . . .

曖昧

演唱：楊丞琳

作詞：姜憶萱 顏璽軒　

作曲：小冷

到底該不該哭泣　想太多是我還是你

我很不服氣　也開始懷疑　眼前的人　是不是同一個

真實的你　

曖昧讓人受盡委屈 找不到相愛的證據

何時該前進　何時該放棄

連擁抱都沒有勇氣

曖昧讓人變得貪心 直到等待失去意義

無奈我和你　寫不出結局

放遺憾的美麗　停在這裡

yepx..a berii niice song..wonder iif euu can c e lyriic..iif cant change ur encodiing to tradiitiional chiinese..anywayx..thiis song iis by raiiniie 楊丞琳.. thiis iis e endiing song of a new drama called -惡魔在身邊 [Devil beside me]- berii niice worx! gt my 小美 iinsiide ^^ wEeEe~ xiiao meii rawks! hahax..so kawaii nehx.. =D

still gt another song de..ii will post iit up lata..hahax..also sung by 楊丞琳..

xiiao-eve

catch up lata~

hahax..bleahx..another entry here..cuz ii thiink juz now tt entry iis diiferent part from thiis de mahx..hehex..

hmms..dun sae ii nv update blog often..when ii long long tiime update iis update alot thiings de lerhx..hahax..

wad do euu all thiink about my iidea?

oh..my iidea horx..iish to make my blog iinto moviie or drama reviiews.. how? ii will lyk (nt berii often) update some of e moviies and dramas ii thiink niice de lar..hao mahx? hahax..serviice proviider siia.. +.+

hahax..juz now iis telliing euu de..yepx..euu..yea lar! euu lar.. no ii nt crazy..ii am talkiing to euu..yesh yesh euu..!!! har? who? euu lar! toopiid aR?! euu readiing thiis of cuz iish euu lar!

*ehem* paiiseh abiit lame.. -.-

hao lar..now ii go to my poiint of viiew agaiin le..

well~ ii feel myself gettiing closer and closer to my dream le..ii duno why..juz feel ii'm gettiing more and more courage to hold on to my dreams..of cuz some diisapprovements here and dere..but..ii still gaiin support too..*wiinks*

yiippiee~ suddenly felt so happiie.. frm now on..ii juz wanna be myself..nt hiidiing anythiing..nt cariing what the world cares..ii'm gonna do what ii wan!!! to show what ii can do!!! becuz ii hab confiidence le.. euu niid iit to do thiings well.. confiidence..patiience..and many more..

ii dun care what anyone thiinks..becuz iit's the way ii am..ii beliieve thiis iis what Father will lead mii to de..becuz ii beliieve each of us has already a destiinatiion iin our heart..juz tt whiich path we tak..so juz relax..let the changes happen around us..and choose e path ur heart tells euu to do so..

*ehem* of cuz..ii'm sayiing leadiing to e liight lar..nt lead euu go murder or wad horx.. -.-

oh yea..ii'm takiing alot of oppourtuniitiies too nerhx..ii gt work hard worx..ii'm realiie striiviing for my dreamz..

sumtiimes ii thiink ii watch too much drama or wad? but everythiing happeniing around mii tend to be so drama.. euu should nv sae : 做戏而已嘛! nono..ii beliieve what can happen iin iit will happen around us ^^ dependiing how u look at iit.. ferr mii.. ii dun liive iin a world of realiity.. even e smallest thiing ii do.. ii make iit meaniingful.. ii make my own world..ii have my own audiience.. ii make my own drama.. ^^ profound? iif u dun understand iit.. den u are nt feeliing and thiinkiing lyk e same way ii'm thiinkiing le..

ii'm juz realiie happiie to be mii.. becuz ii realiie hab a world tt belongs to mii..and ii'm iin that world riight now.. =D

my composiitiion may be realiity and may be unrealiity too.. depends on how u thiink..

dun understand?

hahax..lazy to xplaiin here..gt chance den u ask mii bahx o.O!

kekex..smuackx.. Father thanks ferr giiviing mii the chance to be born iinto thiis world.. ii may have the thoughts of abandoniing thiis world be4..but still iin the end..ii realiize.. iit will be e most fooliish thiing to abandon thiis world..becuz thiis iis my own world.. iif ii abandon iit..ii may never have another world of my own.. ^^ thxiies Father..

oh yea..my blood-related father y havent come back ar..so late liiaox..*siigh* alwayx go driink driink driink..dOtx..he dun come back faster ii'm gonna fall asleep liiaox lar!

hao lar..todae sae till here le..

hands off @ a partiicular tiime

xiiao-eve

*smiiles*

take a chance to buiild up own world.. dun look at realiity.. becuz iit's nt realiity..

heyx..ii realiise sumthiing..when u looked back iinto euur past entriies..euu will den realiise how much euu hab grown and changed..

ii realiise ii've grown..(nt grow old lar) ii tend to thiink otherwiise le..ii hab diiferent opiiniions on thiings le..

tt's a great thiings worx..

and..havent u peeps realiise anythiing? hahax..ii nv mentiion about [hiim] from a partiicular entriies onwards.. -.- iit's berii fooliish..juz becuz ii diidnt contact hiim ferr a tiime beiing..we changed..although status still dere..but we nv tok le..and ii consiider myself siingle now le..

but..siingle realiie rawks..compared to e tiime where ii followed hiim all around..ii prefer now..goiin whenever ii wanna go and wont miiss anyone le..

oh yea..tt [g²] iish nt my kiindergarden fren..aww..diisappoiinted..too bad lorx..wonder when will e day come when ii can fiind hiim agaiin..

btw..ii'm gonna mentiion thiis agaiin once..ii dun lyk hiim -.- ii sae le..he iis juz lyk another ediison (LoLx) ...and ii'm juz lyk a fan lorx..realiie realiie juz beliieve mii will ya.. ii dun wan get myself iinto anymore troubles le worx..

oh yea..the cheer : blah blah rawks~ blah blah rulez~ blah blah blah blah iis the best~ =X

wEeeeE..WooOOo~

*ehem*

paiiseh..失态了.. hehex.. *blush-*

hmms..

ii love euu..euu love mii..we are happy famiily..wiith a great biig hug and a kiiss from mii to euu [smuacks] wont euu sae euu love mii too..~

ii realiie lurrve euu all..iit's realiie great..ii feel warmth ^^ thxiies~

xiiao-eve

cheeriios

在第三百六十五天
我对你的思念
你感觉到了吗?
世界上仿佛只剩我一个人
天天期待着你在一次的出现
我真的好累

唱着曾经属于我们的歌
不知此时此刻你也在唱着它吗
看着窗外的景色
那花园
那也曾经是属于我们俩的
各个角落都是你我的回忆
有我们第一次相遇的情节
到我们最后一次的永别
在这里
我们一共度过了三百六十四天

在这此刻
我醒了
我也懂了
你这一去在也不会回来了
这世界就只剩我一个人了

wee..how iizziit..iit's a lyrics? hmms..poem? poiint of viiew..duno lar..anythiing u thiink bahx..
but thiis iis xiiao-eve de composiitiion worx..
copyriited__.

any rewards for mii? hahax..commentx commentx!

haiix..soo stress lerhx..

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ahhh!! after miidniight iis hungry ghost festiival le..woohoo~! shiiok liiao shiiok liiao..

hahax...todae feel so stress..fiinally reliieved le.. reliieve alot out cuz iinsiide my heart actually bear alotx of unhappiiness and angerness...so one tiime reliieve will reliieve alot..hahax..now heart healed le..and emptiied out le.. tiime to begiin new day and bear new thiings lor! ^^

thiis iis my liife lorx..iit may sux..but ii'm already content..

sorriiex to all of euur.. ii wasnt wad ii am outsiide.. or was ii..? the mii iinsiide was fearful..iit hate her.. ii realiie dun wan her to be iin mii.. iit was realiie fearful.. y am ii lyk tt..

Father, please realiie guiide my path ferr mii.. dun let her control mii.. or..should ii sae..dun let mii giib her e chance to control mii.....

xiiao-eve //. . . fallen__*