argh!!! nowadays berii troubled over [hiim] lors..i'm NOT goiin to sae hu..haiiz..so dun try to ask mii.. -__-!!! haiiz..realiie berii fan about hiim lerhs! kaoz..i dunno how to sae lor..but den iis tt ii lyk hiim..but i dun dare to lyk hiim..haiiz..

everyday thiink about hiim le..kaoz..diie le..but den i'm nt goiin to tell hiim lors..cuz wadeva it is..

fiirstly, 101% impossiible fer mii and hiim to be together

secondly, ii wanna put studiies fiirst..my mama berii disheartened by my results le..haiiz..

ahh..hahaz..archhealer..marriied lers..LoLx..sii meii liiang xiin de..dun wan mii liiaoz..hahaz..jk²

AHHH!!! i gt my 6610i liiaoz!!! wah seh..so hapiie.. ^_^ laugh fer 5 miins hahaz!!! hehhehehe....

haiiz..actually still gt alot thiings de..but forgotten le..hahaz..next tiime den sae bahz..bye~

argh..toopiid camp i went to on Friday 22/10/2004. toopiid lerhs..sun so hot de..den suddenly raiin..went home siick le..38.3 degree C. lerhs..haiiz..

cuz of thiis ii cannot go church!!! argh!! >.< they went to west coast lerhs!! humph~ diiaoz..

haiiz..but den okay lar..2 days MC hahaz..can slack at home =X

tml must go le..or else left few days to c my frenz niia..cannot cannot..den ar..haiiz..so fast de.next yr we sec 2 le..e thiis yr de sec 2 become sec 3 lerhs!!! den how ii goiin to fiind them?! all iin different classes liiaoz!!! -.-" siian diiao lar!!

yea~ tml go ommi theatre..lalalala~ but iin sch gt sex educatiion lerhs..eeeks..siian diiao agaiin lar!!! haiisyo

aniiway check out my church de webbiie ^^

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woohoo~

ahahaz..wonder wad they doiin now iin sch..missed 2 dutiies..haiiz..duno can catch up wiif e news nort? *pOuTz* siian lors~

kae lars..nth to sae lerhs..catch up next tiime bahz..

cheeriios~~

-haiiz..ii realiie dun luv hiim lars..yepz..dun lub.. ^^!-

well..so hapiie lerhs!!! wahaha..my biirthday present iis nOkIa 6610i..yeah!~ hab camera de!! wEee!! but ii wan 3220 iin e future..berii cool lerhs..3220..woah..can't waiit for my 6610i !!! december den can get..aww..2++ more months to go..

skiiped alot church serviice and co pratiices lerhsz..frm now on hab to go le.. Father will be diisappoiinted iif i so long nv go agaiin..haiiz.. =(

nowadays..realiie duno wad's wiif them lorrs.. sudden change iin attiitude..did ii did anythiin wrong?! y iizziit alwayz mii? haiiz... everyone hab theiir own personiiliity - gd poiints and bad poiints mahz.. they lyk tt sae mii they oso lyk tt mahz..somemore when ii remember ii doiin iit i stop le lorrs..but them lerhs?! c liiaoz jiiu siian..她们自己还不是一样!! girls are lyk tt de mahz? i realiie cannot ren le lorrs..i nv go gossip about them le lorrs..but i realiie wan sae iit here lorrs..berii du lan le lerhs..kaoz de.. one -[acac]- lyk tt..one lerhs..wah liiew..worse..-[ainno]- de..haiisyo.. luckily oso nt everytiime c them arr..phew..they alwayz away frm my siight de.. lalala~ phew..no niid go face them oso lorrs..-siighz-

oh ya..todae went lot 1 wiif [tiing].. saw ng mun..yiih fang..pauliine..ruii yan..jasmiine..huii miin.. ^^! of all frenz arrs..yiih fang iish e best de lorrs..but too bad..diif sch le..haiiz..

huii miin : they everytiime c each other jiiu hug de..

hahaz..cuz realiie miisses yiih fang too much lerhs!! haiiz..

den lata when i goiin home lerhs..saw [an] hahaz..den so coiiciidence..saw gabriielle oso..hahaz..den ask her [an] shuaii anot..LoLx..

she sae: your boyfriienz ar?

hahaz..i nodded my head..den [an] giib mii a -riidiiculous- look..!! hahaz..so funii..i walkiing to lrt statiiion oso thiink le kept smiiling to myself..tt look realiie berii amusiing lorrs!! he so fun to play de..haha!!

ehh..get back results le..okay larrs..quiite content le..cuz most subjects are better than ii expected.. hehex.. =D

k larrs..i go do other thiings lorrs..

cheerios~

P.S diid ii mentiion i gt another ear holE? ^_^

haiisyo..nowadays exam fiiniish le..so berii de siian..

yesterday gt e post exam activities..learned netball and hip hop dance..wah seh i dance till i almost fall alseep..hahaz..

den todae we went to botanic garden.. argh!!!! alot of creepy crawlers!!! eeeKS~ o.O! i was totally freak out by them esp a bee..can u believe it..?! fiirst tiime saw a bee so close lerhs..yucks..

den went to jovan's hse..they play e playstation de resident evil..wahs..berii fun lerhs..!! den they cook noodles oso..wah seh..so salty.. >.<

aiiyas..nowadays nth much happen lorss..juz tt i learnned canon le..berii de hapiie ^_^ but still nt realiie berii smooth larrs. will hab to pause and thiink..

den normal days same route lorrs..watch tv..play comp..etc..gt cable tv le..yes! can watch [love storm] & [mars] wah liiew..berii niice lerhs!! wahaha..

den play comp aiiya..normally readiin fanfiic or chattiin lorrs..wiif [yy] and [ttz] lorrs.. toopiid [yy] alwayz suan mii de..nowadays nt so much le lar..but still gt lorrs..cannot ta han..argh..

funii lerhs tt [jh].. sae ii thiis meii meii treat hiim no gd de..he wan mii everythiin treat hiim den consiider as -gd- biish hiim ar! LoLx

aiya..hab to go eat lerhs..
cheerios

hmms..hahz..msn down..argh..how long must it take?!

anyways..kiinda sorted out my feelings..and ii won't realiie care about so much of love anymore now.. cuz.. i realiize tt ii realiie nv love anyone after -wl- although i stead wif -siiong- but..it wasn't realie e love i had for hiim..it's juz a normal lykin juz lyk i lyk my gorS and diiS too lors. mabbie all dun realiie noe how ii felt. u thiink i wan to be lyk thiis? all hab to blame iit at my juggled up feeliings... *siigh*

realiie irritated by wad -jy- said..

: aiiya..eve alwayz lyk tt sae de..after tt lyk other ppl agaiin

m i realie lyk thiis in e eye of my frenz?

Father,
i'm tiired at tt moment. guess i disappoiint you. i'm realiie sry. frm now on i will remember iin my heart how u sacrifiice yourself for mii. y juz they couldn't trust u. and hab to crucify u iin tt way. realiie hurts my heart. frm now on. i will walk iin e path of liight you shiine frm heaven. i hav alwayz remembered wad u said [love your enemies more than urself] i did wad u said. i wasn't angry at them. juz wan to noe wad realiie lead to thiis state.

well, back to -siiong- de thiingy. break le lors. [sae be4 on previous post le bahz. juz wanna sae it again.] felt beiin freed bahz. onlii concentrate on wad ii realiie wan now. i will do as much as i can to make my dreams come true.

dreamz would onlii realiie come true till you strive for iit.

.[unless] you liive iin [dreamzland].

mii todae break wiif him lerhs..dun wanna sae more of iit le..now finally can concentrate on wad i wan do lerhs..studiies fiirst..let everythiing fall iin place..waiiting for e kiind of love i wan..nahz..nt goiin to love anyone juz lyk tt..it's gt to be thru a speciial way~ *_* wEe~

aww..hate hall duty...they r all so sacastic..

: hey..prefect i nv wear nametag lerhs..come catch mi lerhs..

hahaz..as iif i dun wan..giib her face..dun wriite her name de..our senior said tt we got to step on them..nt they step on us..yea..riight..haiiz..can't lar..

nowadays quiite gd wiif my gor gor..hahaz..tryiin to matchmake =P but seems worse =X hahaz..still can lar..

haiiz..nowadays beri siian lerhs..goiin exams soon..grr