woahx..yesterday went to campus superrstarr audiitiion..

and of cuz ii gt out lar.. LOLx..

hahas..and tt made mii realiize tt actually beiing a siinger iis nt my greatest dream.. but ii realiie wanted to be a piianiist..

^.^

yesterday was so scary lors dda audiitiion..when iit was my turn..actually iin my miind was lyk..ii nt scare de..but ii duno y..ii juz auto tremble when ii was on dda stage..

den my voiice was sooooooo soft..my fren who was besiide dda speaker saiid he can onlii hear..

Lyd- ...........................................................

lyk tt lerhx..dda whole song cant hear dda words..onlii can hear dda soft melody

hahas..abiish..

toopiid mii.. haiis =.=

actually [he] sae iif ii cant get thru fiirst round den ii cant tok to hiim anymore..but den..well..ii oso dun care le..hahas..how can ii bear nt to tok to hiim!? miight as well as mii go abu dhabii..LOLx..

hahas..thumbs up camp..abu dhabii ^^

hmms..but overall dda audiitiion berii fun..

ii gt Lin Pei Fen de siignature..and saw Jun Yang..kekex..

and ii got to shook hand wiif sugiianto!!! LOLx

xiian mu mahx? wahahahaha~

=XxX

bleahx..

oh yea..todae went to zhii's hse..hahas..play haBbo..

den so siian diiaos~ =.=

hahas..

oh oh!! still gt!!

ii todae go sch mahx..and guess wad?

ii saw hiim!!! he was on dda bus den come down..but he saiid he diidnt c mii lehx..

=
fiine..

but fiirst tiime iin my liife tiime ii fiinally get to c hiim iin hiis own home clothes..

awws..juz foreva so shuaii!!! *ahhh!!!*

^_^ kekex..

xiiao-eve
[griiniing]

ii realiie want to thank God..

Hiis iis juz too amaziing ^^

ii miisplaced my 'blessiing' and tot ii realiie lost iit le..ii was so devastated lors..

den ii tell myself tt ii must turn the hse upsiide down besiide ii can lost hope on iit..

so ii pray realiie realiie hard to God..

then when ii was fliippiing the thiings through my table..

ii juz gort dda feeliing tt ii must open my report bk..

and ta da!! iit was iinsiide iit!!

phew..ii nearly criied out le..

thx God..

xiiao-eve
[reliieved]

hiim : sOm3tIn`s mssIn.. i miSs yoo.. yOo eN miE.. a wOrd oRf ours.. =P

mii: wonderiing..wad iit means nerhx? realiie no meaniing? sliight of my heart had crack..


haiisyo.. now he suddenly offliine agaiin..y nv online back le..realiie leaviing mii wiif no one tokiin le ar? haiis..

xiiao-eve
[actually ii'm so aloone]

ahh!!! ahhh!! *screams* ii chatted wiif hiim!!!!

^^!

todae whole day..break record.. thru sms and msn.. he total repliied 101 tiimes.. hehex.. *blush*

so happiie nerhx!! ^^

my chartx fiinally gt iimprovementx and more updates le.. siia lar..sooo happiie..

know more about hiim..

hmms..he dun lyk 16

den.. he berii 'suii he' [he sae de] de.. nt 'suii biian' wors..iis 'suii he'

aiiya but after tt cuz of mii lar..toopiid de mii..sae le sumthiing den he lyk nort happiie about iit le..

haiis..duno he still anrgy nortx..

but actually quiite content oso le..hehex.. =D

xiiao-eve
[griinniin frm ear to ear]

ii realiie wanna laugh..hahas..ii feel lyk ii'm another typiical and kiiasu siingaporean..

ii was so kiiasu.. =.= hahasx

ii priinted 2 regiistratiion form ferr tt upcomiing event..hahas..den even plan to go dere 1 hrs++ be4 the regiistratiion start..hahahaha~ *pengx*

haiisyo..

xiiao-eve
[hahas]

u noe..ii was so touch on dda laz day of camp..

he was soo niice!!!!

tt realiie gave mii a berii biig iimpact and iish realiie a most beautiiful blessiing..

haiisyo..realiie no words can xplaiin..iit's juz a soo biig de iimpact on mii..

sobx..

xiiao-eve
[smiiles]

wahx..ii wan mentiion thiis horx..

THUMBS UP rawks!!

hahas..at dda camp realiie berii fun..

let's test out my memory..

the faciiliitators are..

joel, jaiime, jiia huii, eleen, sheriilyn, zhe jun, gabriiel, frans, mark, niichloas, jasper, alfred, black, james..etc..haha..kiinda dun rmb le..

so sry iif ii missed out any names.. =P

ii learnt quiite alotx frm the camp ^^ and ii realiized tt ii'm dda best..hahas..

ii mean everyone else too!

we're all dda best ^^!

ooohs yea! the faciiliitators homeland iis Abu Dhabii..hahas..

and ii realiize one thiing..those hu had gone to dda camp ar..most of them dda niickname will hab iinclude [abu dhabii].. LOLx..

den sheriilyn keep wantiin to sell us to chiina ferr thiirty four fiifty.. LOLx..den once iin awhiile gt diiscount de..kekex..

oh yea..dda laz niite..we onlii slp aliittle..

we off all dda liightx and black told us some ghost storiies lerhz..so freaky.. hahax.. den dda aiir-con dere so cold..ii was shiiveriing all dda whiile..

when liightx still on horx..we all played different games..hahas..den oso gt diiscuss about those paranormal and x-fiiles thiingys agaiin..kekex..my favoriites ^^!

oh yea..gt iintroduced to some songs dere too..hahas..lyk the same those songs hab now become a part of my memoriies too le.. ^^

hmms..

+ O-Zone - Dragonstea Din Tei
+ Pearl Jam - Last Kiss
+ GreenDay - Wake Me Up When September Ends
+ dda cute cute Hampster Song ^^

yepx..and..juz wan to sae to u all.. ur exiistance iis nort a anciident.. there iis a reason ferr u to exiist.. becuz..mabiie onlii u tt u will be able to save those hu niided ur help ^^!

yepx yepx.. tt's all!

xiiao-eve
[yawwns]

heys..anyone realiize ii'm back from camp?

hahas..

anyone missed mii? sure alotx de riite =X

[zhii] and [kii] diid u 2 misses mii?

hahax..

ii noe sure gt de.. horx horx?

smuacks!

cyas around..

ehhs..fiind one day go play badmiinton agaiin..hahas..ii misses u 2 nerhx!

xiiao-eve
[=D]

weEee!! kiinderrgarrdenn frrenn ii tell u... ii fiinally gt courage sms hiim le!!!

whahahaha~

and now lyk everyday will sms hiim..kekex..

thx to peii jiie lerhx..LoLx..

kiinderrgarrdenn frrenn..congratx mii thru msn horx..

hees..~

xiao-eve
[griiniing]

haiis..ii wan bang wall le lars..

he chose physiic + chem lerhx..

den ii biio + chem lerhx..

but we gt 6 subjects lerhx..

yet combiinatiions different..

DEN..

lyk tt cannort same class le..

siia lar..~

*abiish*

xiiao-eve
[bewiildered]

ahhh!!! y lyk tt!!! y lyk tt!! awws...!! humph!!!

y mii and hiim so no fate de!!!! y no yuan fen one!!! ahhh!!! ii 2 days nv go sch..den u all 2 days keep seeiing hiim..c till so shuang!!! ahh!! =.= y lyk tt nerhx..

SOBx...

*bang wall*

ahh!! let mii diie hao le lar!!!

HAIX!

ahhh!!!

*bang computer*

haiis!!

ii jump buiildiing hao le lar..

*boom*

xiiao-eve
[crushed]

ahhh!! ii become so dark!!! sobx..

ii must tak a loooong tiime agaiin to be faiir back le..haiisyo =.=

haiis..yesterday dreamt agaiin..of...yea..u shuld noe..

4th tiimes le..2nd tiime iin thiis week..siighx..

y lyk tt..

when ii fiinally deciided to let u go..

thiis dream happened..

and ii hab doubts agaiin..cuz ii realiie realiie wanted u alotx..haiis..

y lyk tt..

suan le..realiie shuld 走一天算一天...

xiiao-eve
[wonderiing]

toopiid papa and mama..sobx..

u 2 are juz so toopiid.. make mii cry and make mii laugh..

ii juz realiise how much ii lurrve u 2..

papa ii will treasure everythiing u briing back de..cuz tt's how u show ur love ferr mii =)

and toopiid mama.. thiis tiime u more wrong orhx! next tiime dun lyk tt sae papa le..ii realiie berii sad and heartbroken..

ii realiie now den realiise actually papa and mama are realiie berii niice..

ii realiie diidnt regret to be born iin thiis famiily..

thx papa and mama.. ^^

smuacks..

xiiao-eve
[smiiliing]]