Monday, December 04, 2006 Y
i hate you. i really hate you to the core.
i'm tired. really tired.
why have i become this.
i realise that the only way i can vent my anger is by hurting myself.
either you die or i die.
i had enough of this.
i rather my dreams undone and had wishes undone.
all i want is to live a world different from you.
really tired.
i hit the floor with my fists
i felt calmness instead of painess.
what is happening.
i hate it. i hate myself.
why cant you just understand.
why do you always want others to do it your way.
why do you think you are always right.
why..
why just you cant have a another point of view just once..
you said i'm pushing you to the end.
but do you know you are pushing me to the end too.
evelynn.
