PAPA!

WHERE R U NOW?!

sobx.

when u're coming back... zZz

until tml ish still very long lerhs!

faster come back ar..




SOBS~



evelynn.

What Can I Do

没鱼的海会很空白　没冰红茶夏天不要来

我的世界因为有了你　没有风也摇摆　想要飞快跟我来

What Can I Do　我的爱　碰到你坏不起来
What Can I Do　你的人　像泡面无所不在
What Can I Do　装可爱　还是要说个明白
What Can I Do　我爱你　可不可以你也很巧的爱上我

没车的路　会很奇怪　没人比赛　操场say bye bye







yea. what can i do. i just need someone... zZz..

i dont mind be lesbian too xD

evelynn.

omg. my aiai, darling and laogong all come tag at my board. LOLx


u 3 dun cause conflicts hors.

although i'm happy to see u all fighting over me~~~~

HAHAHAs.

kiddin =/


okay lar. these 3 are one of those who really care ferr me de ^^!

ai si ni men le.

hahahas.


SMUACKS.

cyas real soon!


evelynn.

KAOs.

my father went to Dubai lerhs!!!

DUBAI LERHS!


ARGH..

KNS/

ii wan go lors!!!


SOBs.


PAPA~~~

when u coming back!!

OH SHIT lar.

i forgot ask him must buy tings back for me. SIAN DIAO.


i only asked him tak more pictures of nice nice buildings lerhs.

ARGH~


*faiintx*

dun bother to save me le.



evelynn.

wad do u realiie wan to do iin ur life?!

r u realiie gonna stay lyk tt?



tt'x wad she say.



ii..


i dont know.



having music in my life was what i wanted.


perhaps it was last time.


even if i want it now. it'x impossible.


there'x nothing i can do to really stick to it.


wad do i want in life?


i wasnt like this last time.


what happen to me?


what is the cause?


what make me like this?

perhaps ii was dda one wiid seriious attitute problems.


[there'x a reason ferr everyone'x existance]


so..

wad was miine?



ii shuldnt have ever exiist.


ii cant liie to myself. there'x no way ii can reborn.

cuz..

dda world wont waiit.

tiime wont stop.



ii'm realiie tiired.

wad's happening to mii..


who can ii tok to.

ii niid you.. ii realiie do..

who can help mii..





how can ii leave thiis world.

evelyn is dead le.

dead on 17 may , 1am



but she'x gonna reborn.

stay on close watch.



she will iimprove and change. =)




evelyn__*

oh. wad dda hell. ii'm coughiing lyk MAD. miserable ar!

thx. ^^!

mabiie u dun tiink iit iis so big matter.

but to me. realiie matters alot.

ur words realiie gave mi encouragement.

becuz i c frens as the most impt tiing iin my liife.

so.

ii realiie appreciiate iit alot.

glad tt ii know you. =)

you're a great person.

hees.

will try to save my last paper lata de.


evelynn__*
to. wawa

alright =.=

ii giib up.

juz tell mii...

AM I SO WAD THAT EVERYONE HATES ME ?

ii had enough le nors.

wad golden rule.

liar.

i juz dun get iin return of how ii had treated ppl nors.

or tell mii lar.

iif u tiink ii treat u bad. juz let mii noe.

at least ii wont keep tiinkiin tt ii am consciious of wad ii'm doiin.

mabiie ii will know ii'm actually treatiin u dda way u're treatiing mii - equally bad.

argh. ii juz so damn f* up.

and juz stop mii frm actiing lyk a kiid lar!

u tiink ii wan ar?!

iif sometiimes wad ii say or my actiions or reactiions make mii look so er xiin. or look lyk ii'm ACTING cute. or u cant stand iit.

PLEASE. juz tell mii.

at least iit'x betta den gossiippiing behiind mii.

ARGH.



evelyn___KNN.

haiis.

SATURDAY!!!

iis dda day =.=!

audition agaiin!!!

2nd tiime le.

siians.

and worst de iish.

I'M SICK!

omg. how am ii goiin to siing?!

ii dun miind ii out or wad.

hahas.

ii juz worriied tt cuz of my nervous-ness,

ii diidnt giib my best iin agaiin.

lyk tt berii wasted.

zZz.

HOW?~

tell mii HOW?!

ahh~

damn nervous ar!!!


evelynn__*

alriight. nowadays ii'm so biitchy lors.

but nvm wad.

wheather ii'm biitchy or nort. everyone still treat mii dda same.

ii'm always beiing pushed ALL THE WAY BEHIND de lor.

knn.

teacher teach wad GOLDEN RULE.

liar lors.

why cant ii be treated dda same way ii treated ppl.

whiile some so FAKE de ppl can be so happy.

i be myself gt wrong ar?

this world iis so damn unfaiir lors.

ii dun care le.

next tiime iif anyone of you push mii all the way back agaiin. i'm gonna push u even more back.

tt'x wad u all do to mi de.

ii diidnt wan to be lyk thiis de lors.

ii juz dun get back gd tiings when ii treat ppl gd nors.

you tiink ii lyk to be a clown infront of you?

u think ii realiie so fun to be buliied.

iis becuz ii dun wan any unhappiness so ii kept quiiet.

siince ii'm being treat lyk tt. y shuld ii still concern about others?

this world iis unfair de.

you juz hab to fiight ferr it.

evelynn_*

oh yea.

AND SHE IS A BOOTLICKER LORS.

KNS.

well. iif u tiink u fiits iinto dda characteriitiics of ii've mentiion. den u shuld noe ii'm sayiin you le lors.

STOP BEING SO FAKE AND COPY HERE AND DERE LORS.

CB.

knn nors. fuck lors.

I'M SO ANGRY OF THIS WORLD LORS.

WHO SHE THINK SHE IS?

A COPYCAT LORS.

TMD.

SHE SUX LORS. SHE JUZ SUX TO THE CORE LORS.

I HATE HER!

SO FAKE DE LORS.

YUCKS.

ER XIN AR!

evelynn___*

kao beii siia.

suan le.

ii fiinally agree to my mother.

ii'm really the most useless person iin the world.

iit'x really a biig blow thiis tiime.

y..

y iin dda fiirst place diid ii do such tiings.

no wonder ppl always sae. mind you own busiiness.

now ii can no longer turn back time le.

there'x a scar le.

really. ii c nothing ferr me to be iin thiis world.

ii'm juz dda most useless person iin thiis world.

say me coward ii dun care.

ii juz wan to be outta thiis liife.

at least.

ppl will be happy too.

ii wont cause anymre troubles iif ii dun exiist.

evelynn_*

HIDETO.

2nd May..

8 yr ago.

he left us..

iit'x lyk a legend.

seems lyk t iillusiion.

yet iis a realiity.

evelynn__*

guess wad. he lurrve dda chocolates!!

wahahas. ^^!

ahhh~

support LUCIFY!

evelynn__*