Tuesday, August 09, 2005 Y
hahax..yepx yepx..here iish e blog entry ii'm gonna post todae..
ii realiize sumthiing agaiin..
y do ppl diisliike or hate someone..
euu noe e answer..
ii was wonderiing would iit be..
because of...
jealousy..
yepx..thiink about iit..we may appear to diislyk or hate that person..because we dare not face our self..we tend to thiink we lack of wad tt person hab..tt's y..we are scare to face iit..we dare not admiit iit..
perhaps?
mabiie nt ferr euu..but to mii..iit iis.. ii dare not face myself iin e past..becuz ii do not hab e confiidence.. ii dun dare to admiit what ii've done iis wrong.. ii thiink ii am lackiing of what ii want myself to have..to be.. tt's y.. ii diidnt noe how to change.. chiildiish thoughts..
now ii realiise..
after ii realiie faced myself..noe what a person ii am.. iit's berii amusiing.. ii dont noe what am ii actually iis.. ii couldnt fiind whiich one of mii iis real and whiich iis fake..
but at least..
ii noe what ii've done wrong..
and ii'm changiing.. ^^
there's alwayx tiimes when u diislyk what ppl are doiing.. becuz we all have different thoughts.. yet these all lead to confliicts etc.. so tak a rest and ponderiing about iit ^^
euu miight fiind all kiinds of answers iin iit whiich euu had nv realiisiin iit..
(toopiid..past 15 miins liiaox..havent call mii -.- *ehem*)
hehex..hao lar..ii shall hands off here le ^^
xiiao-eve
在这一刻...我觉得我是世界上最开心..最幸福的人..