Tuesday, August 09, 2005 Y
hahax..bleahx..another entry here..cuz ii thiink juz now tt entry iis diiferent part from thiis de mahx..hehex..
hmms..dun sae ii nv update blog often..when ii long long tiime update iis update alot thiings de lerhx..hahax..
wad do euu all thiink about my iidea?
oh..my iidea horx..iish to make my blog iinto moviie or drama reviiews.. how? ii will lyk (nt berii often) update some of e moviies and dramas ii thiink niice de lar..hao mahx? hahax..serviice proviider siia.. +.+
hahax..juz now iis telliing euu de..yepx..euu..yea lar! euu lar.. no ii nt crazy..ii am talkiing to euu..yesh yesh euu..!!! har? who? euu lar! toopiid aR?! euu readiing thiis of cuz iish euu lar!
*ehem* paiiseh abiit lame.. -.-
hao lar..now ii go to my poiint of viiew agaiin le..
well~ ii feel myself gettiing closer and closer to my dream le..ii duno why..juz feel ii'm gettiing more and more courage to hold on to my dreams..of cuz some diisapprovements here and dere..but..ii still gaiin support too..*wiinks*
yiippiee~ suddenly felt so happiie.. frm now on..ii juz wanna be myself..nt hiidiing anythiing..nt cariing what the world cares..ii'm gonna do what ii wan!!! to show what ii can do!!! becuz ii hab confiidence le.. euu niid iit to do thiings well.. confiidence..patiience..and many more..
ii dun care what anyone thiinks..becuz iit's the way ii am..ii beliieve thiis iis what Father will lead mii to de..becuz ii beliieve each of us has already a destiinatiion iin our heart..juz tt whiich path we tak..so juz relax..let the changes happen around us..and choose e path ur heart tells euu to do so..
*ehem* of cuz..ii'm sayiing leadiing to e liight lar..nt lead euu go murder or wad horx.. -.-
oh yea..ii'm takiing alot of oppourtuniitiies too nerhx..ii gt work hard worx..ii'm realiie striiviing for my dreamz..
sumtiimes ii thiink ii watch too much drama or wad? but everythiing happeniing around mii tend to be so drama.. euu should nv sae : 做戏而已嘛! nono..ii beliieve what can happen iin iit will happen around us ^^ dependiing how u look at iit.. ferr mii.. ii dun liive iin a world of realiity.. even e smallest thiing ii do.. ii make iit meaniingful.. ii make my own world..ii have my own audiience.. ii make my own drama.. ^^ profound? iif u dun understand iit.. den u are nt feeliing and thiinkiing lyk e same way ii'm thiinkiing le..
ii'm juz realiie happiie to be mii.. becuz ii realiie hab a world tt belongs to mii..and ii'm iin that world riight now.. =D
my composiitiion may be realiity and may be unrealiity too.. depends on how u thiink..
dun understand?
hahax..lazy to xplaiin here..gt chance den u ask mii bahx o.O!
kekex..smuackx.. Father thanks ferr giiviing mii the chance to be born iinto thiis world.. ii may have the thoughts of abandoniing thiis world be4..but still iin the end..ii realiize.. iit will be e most fooliish thiing to abandon thiis world..becuz thiis iis my own world.. iif ii abandon iit..ii may never have another world of my own.. ^^ thxiies Father..
oh yea..my blood-related father y havent come back ar..so late liiaox..*siigh* alwayx go driink driink driink..dOtx..he dun come back faster ii'm gonna fall asleep liiaox lar!
hao lar..todae sae till here le..
hands off @ a partiicular tiime
xiiao-eve
*smiiles*
take a chance to buiild up own world.. dun look at realiity.. becuz iit's nt realiity..