wahs..!! i beri sleepy now!! *YAWN* haiiz..hahz..

recap yesterday first..tt toopid yy make mi cry..of cuz he duno lar..!! humph!! he still at dere so hapiie suan suan suan..argh..

next hor..mi now feelings beri mixed lerhs..i duno i realie lub him nort. kinda felt negative to him.. haiiz..how? i realie wish to tell him...and i can be free frm all these lub things..concentrate on my studies and get drown in my own world. nowadays realie sometimes juz wanna be alone. haiiz. how?! help ar!! i now gt a beri beri strong and strange feelings..undescriibable..feel lyk jumpiin down. i'm nt sad or anytiin..perhaps juz feeliin realiie tiired now. aww! realiie now i juz wiish i can do wadever i wan..go where ever i wan..get wadever i wan.. wad i wish for all will be granted. =(

help!! realiie wad should i do.. thiis feeliings ish nt e first time i xperiencing lor..tt time go zhang shan wei de auto session liao i oso become lyk tt..felt beri crazy wanted to die lyk tt..crazy for him.. now i watched 100% senorita liaoz oso become lyk tt..guess i thiink too much lerhs..haiiz..!! i wanna go taiiwan lar!!! y?! y am i juz a normal gal..sometiimes realiie wiish i was born speciial.. haiiZ!!! sobx..