wooo. so long never blog.


just bought this 3-lens camera online (:
i think it's supdup nice and adorable.




pictures taken will be like this.

i've played enough,
i've learnt to ignore all the temptations that will lead me to the wrong path,
i've realised why plans are so important,
i've realised why you always said that time wont wait,
i've experienced the worst and the best with you,
i've came to realise who is the most important in my life,
i've realised that all those while its not just puppy love.

i'm learning how to see and feel efforts made by people around me,
i'm learning how to not take people for granted,
i'm learning how to put in efforts for people around me,
i'm learning what are my piorities,
i'm learning how to treasure people,
i'm learning how to manage my time better,
i'm learning how to make plans beforehand.

and last of all, what i'll be learning from now on till the end is -
how to love you with all i have.

suddenly thought of smth.
i seriously dont think i blush easily!
i think my skin are just sensitive and when i laugh they just turns red.

that day during the reunion dinner, daty was teasing me about jing han and when i was laughing, all of them said my face was blushing madly!
no lor!
i'm not blushing luh. i think.

hahaha.

I'll Be Your Love :
[Chorus:]
I'll be your love
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow

[Verse 1:]
There's a time, you feel like your lost
Feel the night will never end
Through the daybreak
It's hard to move on
But there is tomorrow
Brings you to your senses
As the sun make it's way

You'll make it there
To the place where reality and dreams,
And love will be together
I'll keep the light from fading
If the clouds blind your way
And the wind sways your faith

[Chorus:]
I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow

Let me see your smile

[Verse 2:]
Don't you cry
Over the past
Some days might be gray
And dreary
Not easy to leave
To leave it behind
'Til the rain stops in silence
I'll be there to hold your heart

I'll be with you
'Til you find the reason for love
We take it for granted
We'll keep the time from fading
'Cuz the world is here to stay
Your hope is deeper than pain

[Chorus:]
I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow

[Verse 3:]
If you would believe
Believe in the world
A vision of love
And the strength inside your heart
You'll find a way

[Chorus:]
I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow

I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone

"Who Will I Run To?"

You were the one
Who I could tell my deepest fears
And you were the one
Who always wiped away my tears

When he hurt me you were my prince
Sent straight from above
Like a fool I never saw
You were falling in love

So now I’ve lost everything
Cause now you say
You’re gone forever more
So who will I

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
And who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life

You were the one
I took for granted all those years
And you were the one
I should’ve known
It was so clear

How could I be so blind
Not to see what’s before my eyes
I’ll get you back here with me
If it takes the rest of my life

'Cause I would give anything
'Cause I want you back forever more

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
And who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life

I will gladly journey
Across the deep blue sea
If I could know
That I would have you here with me
I realize that I was blind
But now I finally see
I need you back here in my life
Oh baby can it be

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life

Who will be there for me
Who’s gonna rescue me
Who’s gonna share my dreams
Who’s gonna mend this broken heart

i did stupid things..

i cant drink water properly.
i poured hot water on my hand.

went out with my 2nd owner these few days.
haha. ya i got two owners sia.
always do the same luh. slack at riverside.

then went to his house that day for the first time and i'm amazed!
it's such a beautiful house!
his bedroom surprised me though.
haha.

anyway after that, really grateful to donald who sent me home (:


but yes yes.
i'm juggling with all the things ard me.
and i hate it.
drains energy and time..

but still......

shit i got so many baby-s.
haha. went to baby J house that day.
after being good friend to best friends for so long. this is the only the second time i went to his house; and first time to this chinatown home.
i'm quite shocked luh. so different from what i thought his house would be can.
faint. damn empty and old. cause its old building.
and a huge container with alot of scary looking big fishes =x
quite scare.
okay his hair looked quite amazing after bathing =D
but he's still so zek ak as ever luh!

i freaking hate ppl treat me well when i said i dont want you to
i freaking hate ppl putting my life even more important than them (if you're just saying then it's fine)
i freaking hate ppl feeling happy just because they see me happy
i freaking hate ppl concerning about me
i freaking hate ppl giving me all their time
i freaking hate ppl spoiling me
i freaking hate ppl keep appearing at my sides
i freaking hate ppl touching me gently with care
i freaking hate ppl learning near to me
i freaking hate MYSELF

somehow somewhere i'm pondering..
maybe this is all just Ls and not Lv.

anyway went out with ms k.
and she's so in love with my foot's wifey's twin. (:
haha.

alright i'm so getting out of control on my time management.
i really need to rush my works now.
tata.

seeing her posting PAMA story on her facebook just makes my heart ache so much.
why do things not always go the right way.
if only it's always as beautiful as it should be..

money money!
please DONT drop from the sky!

countdown at marina ytd with vernice, jin xian, jia hui & bf, weiying & alan, teng zhe, dat yong.
fireworks were awesome!


just got air con installed in my own room (:
hurray.


also,
i wish and i wish that $149 will fall from the sky before 11 january because i want to buy a polaroid so badly!

i just watched the most incredible movie of my life!
its.....

Dr. Seuss' - Horton Hears a Who!



The movie tells the story of Horton the Elephant who, on the fifteenth of May in the Jungle of Nool, hears a small speck of dust talking to him. It turns out the speck of dust is actually a tiny planet, home to a city called "Whoville", inhabited by microscopic-sized inhabitants known as Whos.

The Whos ask Horton (who, though he cannot see them, is able to hear them quite well) to protect them from harm, to which Horton happily agrees to do, proclaiming throughout the book that "a person's a person, no matter how small". In doing so he is ridiculed and forced into a cage by the other animals in the jungle for believing in something that they are unable to see or hear. His chief tormentors are Vlad Vladikoff, the Wickersham Brothers and the Sour Kangaroo. Horton tells the Whos that, lest they end up being boiled in "Beezelnut Oil," they need to make themselves heard to the other animals. The Whos finally accomplish this by ensuring that all members of their society play their part. In the end it is a "very small shirker named Jo-Jo" whose final addition to the volume creates enough lift for the jungle to hear the sound, thus reinforcing the moral of "a person's a person no matter how small."

Now convinced of the Whos' existence, Horton's neighbors vow to help him protect the tiny community.


it definitely touched me and next time i'll show it to other kids =)
letting them know,

a person's a person no matter how small..