underwater world

2009-02-10T02:49:00.002+08:00

wooo. so long never blog.

just bought this 3-lens camera online (:
i think it's supdup nice and adorable.

pictures taken will be like this.

2009-01-31T22:14:00.002+08:00

i've played enough,
i've learnt to ignore all the temptations that will lead me to the wrong path,
i've realised why plans are so important,
i've realised why you always said that time wont wait,
i've experienced the worst and the best with you,
i've came to realise who is the most important in my life,
i've realised that all those while its not just puppy love.

i'm learning how to see and feel efforts made by people around me,
i'm learning how to not take people for granted,
i'm learning how to put in efforts for people around me,
i'm learning what are my piorities,
i'm learning how to treasure people,
i'm learning how to manage my time better,
i'm learning how to make plans beforehand.

and last of all, what i'll be learning from now on till the end is -
how to love you with all i have.

2009-01-31T22:13:00.000+08:00

suddenly thought of smth.
i seriously dont think i blush easily!
i think my skin are just sensitive and when i laugh they just turns red.

that day during the reunion dinner, daty was teasing me about jing han and when i was laughing, all of them said my face was blushing madly!
no lor!
i'm not blushing luh. i think.

hahaha.

2009-01-22T22:39:00.001+08:00

I'll Be Your Love :
[Chorus:]
I'll be your love
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow

[Verse 1:]
There's a time, you feel like your lost
Feel the night will never end
Through the daybreak
It's hard to move on
But there is tomorrow
Brings you to your senses
As the sun make it's way

You'll make it there
To the place where reality and dreams,
And love will be together
I'll keep the light from fading
If the clouds blind your way
And the wind sways your faith

[Chorus:]
I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow

Let me see your smile

[Verse 2:]
Don't you cry
Over the past
Some days might be gray
And dreary
Not easy to leave
To leave it behind
'Til the rain stops in silence
I'll be there to hold your heart

I'll be with you
'Til you find the reason for love
We take it for granted
We'll keep the time from fading
'Cuz the world is here to stay
Your hope is deeper than pain

[Chorus:]
I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow

[Verse 3:]
If you would believe
Believe in the world
A vision of love
And the strength inside your heart
You'll find a way

[Chorus:]
I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone
If yesterday blindfolds your eyes
I'll bring you tomorrow

I'll be your love, I'll be your light
I'll never make you feel, feel alone

2009-01-21T02:12:00.001+08:00

"Who Will I Run To?"

You were the one
Who I could tell my deepest fears
And you were the one
Who always wiped away my tears

When he hurt me you were my prince
Sent straight from above
Like a fool I never saw
You were falling in love

So now I’ve lost everything
Cause now you say
You’re gone forever more
So who will I

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
And who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life

You were the one
I took for granted all those years
And you were the one
I should’ve known
It was so clear

How could I be so blind
Not to see what’s before my eyes
I’ll get you back here with me
If it takes the rest of my life

'Cause I would give anything
'Cause I want you back forever more

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
And who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life

I will gladly journey
Across the deep blue sea
If I could know
That I would have you here with me
I realize that I was blind
But now I finally see
I need you back here in my life
Oh baby can it be

Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you left me behind
Who will dry my tears
When I cry
Who will I run to
Who will I turn to
Now that you’re not here
In my life

Who will be there for me
Who’s gonna rescue me
Who’s gonna share my dreams
Who’s gonna mend this broken heart

2009-01-21T02:04:00.001+08:00

i did stupid things..

i cant drink water properly.
i poured hot water on my hand.

2009-01-21T01:57:00.003+08:00

went out with my 2nd owner these few days.
haha. ya i got two owners sia.
always do the same luh. slack at riverside.

then went to his house that day for the first time and i'm amazed!
it's such a beautiful house!
his bedroom surprised me though.
haha.

anyway after that, really grateful to donald who sent me home (:

but yes yes.
i'm juggling with all the things ard me.
and i hate it.
drains energy and time..

but still......

2009-01-21T01:42:00.002+08:00

shit i got so many baby-s.
haha. went to baby J house that day.
after being good friend to best friends for so long. this is the only the second time i went to his house; and first time to this chinatown home.
i'm quite shocked luh. so different from what i thought his house would be can.
faint. damn empty and old. cause its old building.
and a huge container with alot of scary looking big fishes =x
quite scare.
okay his hair looked quite amazing after bathing =D
but he's still so zek ak as ever luh!

2009-01-21T01:07:00.002+08:00

i freaking hate ppl treat me well when i said i dont want you to
i freaking hate ppl putting my life even more important than them (if you're just saying then it's fine)
i freaking hate ppl feeling happy just because they see me happy
i freaking hate ppl concerning about me
i freaking hate ppl giving me all their time
i freaking hate ppl spoiling me
i freaking hate ppl keep appearing at my sides
i freaking hate ppl touching me gently with care
i freaking hate ppl learning near to me
i freaking hate MYSELF

2009-01-15T01:01:00.003+08:00

somehow somewhere i'm pondering..
maybe this is all just Ls and not Lv.

anyway went out with ms k.
and she's so in love with my foot's wifey's twin. (:
haha.

alright i'm so getting out of control on my time management.
i really need to rush my works now.
tata.

2009-01-06T19:59:00.002+08:00

seeing her posting PAMA story on her facebook just makes my heart ache so much.
why do things not always go the right way.
if only it's always as beautiful as it should be..

2009-01-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

money money!
please DONT drop from the sky!

2009-01-01T19:15:00.002+08:00

you MUST freaking read about this!

click here!

now i wish and i wish that more money will fall off from the sky!

i want this too!

=(
why are there just so many great stuffs out there and so little money around.
sigh.

anyway i'm talking about Powershot Canon E1.

2009-01-01T16:10:00.002+08:00

countdown at marina ytd with vernice, jin xian, jia hui & bf, weiying & alan, teng zhe, dat yong.
fireworks were awesome!

just got air con installed in my own room (:
hurray.

also,
i wish and i wish that $149 will fall from the sky before 11 january because i want to buy a polaroid so badly!

2008-12-27T19:54:00.002+08:00

i just watched the most incredible movie of my life!
its.....

Dr. Seuss' - Horton Hears a Who!

The movie tells the story of Horton the Elephant who, on the fifteenth of May in the Jungle of Nool, hears a small speck of dust talking to him. It turns out the speck of dust is actually a tiny planet, home to a city called "Whoville", inhabited by microscopic-sized inhabitants known as Whos.

The Whos ask Horton (who, though he cannot see them, is able to hear them quite well) to protect them from harm, to which Horton happily agrees to do, proclaiming throughout the book that "a person's a person, no matter how small". In doing so he is ridiculed and forced into a cage by the other animals in the jungle for believing in something that they are unable to see or hear. His chief tormentors are Vlad Vladikoff, the Wickersham Brothers and the Sour Kangaroo. Horton tells the Whos that, lest they end up being boiled in "Beezelnut Oil," they need to make themselves heard to the other animals. The Whos finally accomplish this by ensuring that all members of their society play their part. In the end it is a "very small shirker named Jo-Jo" whose final addition to the volume creates enough lift for the jungle to hear the sound, thus reinforcing the moral of "a person's a person no matter how small."

Now convinced of the Whos' existence, Horton's neighbors vow to help him protect the tiny community.

it definitely touched me and next time i'll show it to other kids =)
letting them know,

a person's a person no matter how small..

2008-12-27T15:42:00.001+08:00

A Primary School teacher was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what is your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the Primary 1. My sister is in Primary 3 and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in Primary 3 too!"

The teacher took Harry to the principal's office.While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal that the situation was. The principal told the teacher he would give the boy a test and if he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the Primary 1, and behave. The teacher agreed. Harry was brought in. The conditions were explained, and Harry agreed to take the test.

Principal: "What is 3 x 3?"
Harry: "9"

Principal: "What is 6 x 6?"
Harry: "36"

And so it went with every question the principal thought a Primary 1 student should know.The principal looks at the teacher and tells her, "I think Harry can go to Primary 3."The teacher says to the principal, "May I ask him some tougher questions?"The principal and Harry both agree.

Teacher: "What does a cow have four of that I have only two?"
Harry: "Legs.

"Teacher: "What is in your pants that you have but I do not have?"(The principal wondered, why does she ask such a question!)
Harry: "Pockets."

Teacher: "What does a dog do that a man steps into?
"Harry: "Pants."

Teacher: "What's starts with a C and ends with a T, and it is hairy, oval, delicious and contains thin whitish liquid?"(The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer...)Harry: "Coconut."

Teacher: "What goes in hard and pink then comes out soft and sticky?"
Harry: "Bubblegum."

Teacher: "What does a man do standing up, a woman do sitting down and dog do on three legs?"(The principal's eyes open really wide and before he could stop the answer...)
Harry: "Shake hands."

Teacher: "Now I will ask some 'Who am I' sort of questions, okay?"
Teacher: "You stick your poles inside me. You tie me down to get me up. I get wet before you do." Who am I??
Harry: "A Tent."

Teacher: "A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first." What am I??(Principal was looking restless and a bit tense)
Harry: "A Wedding Ring.

"Teacher: "I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, I feel good." What am I??
Harry: "A Nose.

"Teacher: "I have a stiff shaft. My tip penetrates. I come with a quiver. What am I??
"Harry: "An Arrow."

Teacher: "What word starts with an 'F' and ends in 'K' that means a lot of excitement?"
Harry: "Firetruck."

The principal breathed a sigh of relief and told the teacher, "Put this ass in Primary 6 ! I got the last 10 questions all wrong myself."

lol

2008-12-27T02:51:00.001+08:00

dont fucking piss me off.

2008-12-24T14:48:00.002+08:00

ytd is vernice's birthday. so in the afternoon went to town with ron to help look for presents.
and then vernice came and meet us. then after that we went seperate ways and meet at clarke quay again.

after which we went to 10th dimension again. drank and drank and drank until i also seh.oh vernice also drunk. then after awhile i also kinda drunk alr. i start doing stupid things = =and still keep telling they all i not drunk.

anyway i wont want a second time again i hope.
lol. will keep my mind clear next time = =!
i'm so sorry to everyone of who was there..

omg until now i keep doing stupid things. and i'm still so moody and stuffs.
feel like crying. sigh. maybe my menses coming alr. lol.

2008-12-21T23:40:00.001+08:00

If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at
my best.

2008-12-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

christmas is all about giving and receiving (:

2008-12-21T21:42:00.003+08:00

all thanks to nikki, i'm so excited and in a 90% xmas mood now.
by the way,

4 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS!

hopefully everyone will learn to appreciate stuffs around us and see their beauty.

2008-12-21T21:33:00.002+08:00

everything changes at that moment..
and my hands are free..
goodbye to me and goodbye to you..
i'm gonna make life better for everyone..
taking a step infront of you guys and make sure i do it.

P.S. say until like i'm commiting suicide or what =/
sorry, i'm pondering about some things again.

2008-12-21T21:15:00.001+08:00

anyway just a little ranting, what's wrong with ppl out there?
stop pushing faults to ppl because ppl are pushing faults to you too.
stop saying you're alone when everyone is always there for you.
sigh..

2008-12-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

i'm soooo excited! i'm packing my xmas gifts and ver's present and i just cant stop exclaiming how cute the xmas present look in that transparent plastic bag i bought from Art-Friend.
they just look extremely cute! (to me luh)

i'm grinning from ear to ear now!
hees.

2008-12-20T07:22:00.002+08:00

woah. just reach home. went out with ver and ron to shop for xmas present. at first going to nikki's cell grp xmas party with vernice but end up very lazy cause it's supper far from my house!

walked ard. after that went to 10th dimension at boat quay.
there's no one in the pub when we reach so we can sing quite afew songs. then more and more ppl came. invited mr.e-lookalike too. but sigh. some things happen. ron and ver both think he's too touchy! and he's seem to be interested in ver. =/ lol.
well after that jovan, teng zhe, dat yong and qiu ming arrived and we played poker cards and etc.
quite soon later mr.e-lookalike went off to meet his friend. sigh. big X. his not a decent guy i think. =(

okay and again ver broke dwn again so she doesnt want to go home then we went to rab bar with jo they all hang ar until 3am i think and went back 10th dimension again. okay i got a little mood swing and i broke dwn too but its alright alr (:

after that at ard 4.45am, me, ver and ron decided to go back home so ver cabbed home and we went to the bus stop and i realised my last NR has already departed. then accomp ron to wait for his NR. after which ponders awhile where to go and decided to go back and find them. hang ard. sang one song i think and after that jo was kinda drunk! and he gets alil touchy too. = =!
then played with teng zhe. haha. miss the old times!

at 6am, we left and walked to central to grab a drink. during which jovan carry me up and kinda like throw me in the air? lol. it's so fun! just like what my dad will do when i'm a kid. haha.
alright then we cabbed home and jo felt asleep beside me. heard that he havent sleep for 2 days?
lol. anyway hope everything's alright with him and his gf!

i've just finished my breakfast, taken my cough medicine and now heading to bed. suppppper sleepy alr.

2008-12-17T18:58:00.003+08:00

i'm back from chalet. super tiring. feeling so sleepy now. didnt catch a wink yesterday night.

ytd went to find ver first before going to chalet.
then meet ron in town.
slack ard & walk ard.
had very funny conversations with vernice hahahaha!
and i had a blue black on my arm now cause she pinched me. wtf?!

anyway after that rush to paris ris to meet ping. took a bus down to the chalet place and first person i saw is qiu ming. then ying jie, dat yong, mervin, JING HAN, jovan and others. and suddenly my nose feel so sour. feel like tearing. i'm sooo happy to see them & getting so emotional! jing han is still so adorable & i definitely miss those time during secondary school.
if not because of a stupid pimple maybe now i'm still with him. LOL.

so after that saw another grp of ppl. shang ying, ng li, fifi, jun yi, keng yang and etc.
had a crappy night with them and i cant stop laughing! the guys are really really lame! my stomach ache for the whole night and when finally i can rest, jovan and gang came back from lan.
and they started making laugh my ass off again!

so jovan and jing han started playing poker and i'm sharing seat with jing han. and jing han was quite lucky at some rounds luh. haha. and of course i'm his lady luck. and jovan started saying that what successful men behind always have a woman. so he asked ying jie sit beside him and ping was sitting beside daty. there's inside jokes also. it's damn damn funny.

after that they started player poker with drinking cups of water as bet. and jing han drank soooo much that he feel sick! my god. so after that afew of us walked to a open cafe/bar at dont know whr and we started playing pool and eat our supper. but of course jing han is resting back at the room. after that we went back and he's sleeping soundly (: so much memories came into my mind. sigh. he's just so special as always...

after that when its 9am. we went to rent bicycles and ride to downtown east. okay i'm sooo stress cause i actually cant ride really well. everytime i get down from the bike i get jelly legs man! =/ so we went to arcade and played for the whole morning, took neoprint too! (:

but awww. how i wanted to keep the whole print. haha.

after that we went back to the chalet place then jing han & daty left first. super sad! ask me come then he leave first. ):

then after that ping and kok wei also left earlier. ):

so played blackjack and big 2 with the others. damn joke!

and when it's 5pm plus we started packing up and checked out then took cab with ying jie, qiu ming and jovan home.

now i'm suppppeerrrr sleeepppyyyy...

2008-12-16T02:14:00.004+08:00

celebrated donald's birthday today with yl, xiu, astroboy, yt & of course, donald.
went to have lunch at Aston. ate prime sirloin with coleslaw and potato salad as my side dishes.
it's damn yummy & cheap!
but cant really finish it. =/

this is what i ate.

then after that walked ard and left to meet vernice. met her sisters and we shopped ard at far east before ver and me go seperate ways with her sisters. then ron came and meet us.

after that went to paragon, accompany ver go look presents for her special someone.
after that have dinner at The Spoon Soup. not bad. the soups really look appealing to me. =D

after that we went to art friend at taka. bought a card for danny (: & it freaking cost 10 bucks.
i'm so sorry danny. now i know how much it cost for you to get me those cards last time. =(
got some small paper to make cards too and some other stuffs. (:

then this old man who have a young child in his heart took me to the stuff toys there and start telling me how cute is the roly bear and the duck but he preferred the forever friends bear.
see how adorable is this old man! anyway i started taking pictures of the bears and they're really [i have to admit] SOOOO CUTE! XD

okok. i came out with a story for the photos.

here goes!

once upon a time there's this twins leaving in a small town called 'a small corner of Art Friend' and they are roly no.1 & roly no.2 .
as you can see. they are good friends with whitey the duck who also lives there.

[the friends : cheeeese! =D]

but of course the twins are different. roly no.2 is more mischievous.

[whitey : huh?
roly no.2 secretly smacks roly no.1's butt
roly no.1 : (facial expression not shown on the picture) ouch! x_x~ ]

staying beside roly twins & whitey the duck is snowy the snowman & lucky the dog.

[oops. snowy is too anxious that he moved and cause the blurry effect of the photo. nevermind we shall take another one]

[smile! this is better =D a clearer picture.]

[*poses* one more picture!]

okay end of story.
let's end the day with roly no.1 posing us a photo with roly no.2 in the background.

lol. so after that someone went seperate ways because he like to ps us.
okok. i'm just kidding. he got more important on that's why he left earlier. (:

after that went to taka again with ver and well smth happen...
then we went to look for ron and he suggest we go bali house and sit and drink.
so me and ver went thr. ordered mango juice and beer. sat and chatted and alot of things happen.
but there's this cute young malay guy at the place. asked him his age and he's only 16?!
okay nevermind. LOL.
at the meanwhile the person who ps us is still settling his important matters. (:
after that rushed home at 11 plus going to be 12.
took the last train which stops at kranji and called my parents to come and pick me. =D

that's all for the day. haha.
gotta wrap my xmas gifts now.
:D hehs.

2008-12-14T22:34:00.003+08:00

great news. there's a 10 megapixel phone out now.
but it's from samsung. =/

SAMSUNG B600

yep. its 10 megapixel. but i'm no samsung fan.

so i guess i'd prefer LG Renoir for now.
(: going for touch screen phone.

LG KC910

8 megapixel camera too & touch screen. double beams* :D

2008-12-14T21:11:00.001+08:00

jimmy choo is malaysian! my god.
and he designed the first shoes when he was 11 year old!
*rolled eyes*

2008-12-14T01:27:00.001+08:00

and he said its FUN!!!!
:(

2008-12-14T01:23:00.003+08:00

aww man. just smsed mr.e-lookalike and found out that he's at Zouk Out!
why i am still underage! just two more mths man.
sigh.

2008-12-13T23:28:00.001+08:00

Happily Never After

"I dont think I want this anymore"
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself "You've left before
This time you will stay gone , thats for sure"

And he shattered something as
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be
The time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car
She said

No..
Happily never after
That just aint for me Because finally
I know, I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

As she drove away she starts to smile
Realized she hadn't for a while
No destination, she drove for miles
Wonderin' why she stayed in such denial

Laughing about the way he shattered something as
She dragged her suitcase down the path
To the driveway
She had never gone that far
Normally this would be
The time that she
Would let him talk her out of leaving
But this time, without crying
As she got into her car
She said

No..
Happily never after
That just aint for me Because finally
I know, I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall

I'm done , I'm done
Said I'm so done
So done, I'm done, I'm done
I'm free, I'm free, I'm free
Free to be me

She inhales an air she'd never breathed before
The air of no drama, no more
She said

No..
Happily never after
That just aint for me Because finally
I know, I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall
(3x)

..another teardrop fall

2008-12-13T01:13:00.002+08:00

mr.e-lookalike is online again! (:
actually invited him down today but he's tired ):
guess there's always another time!

2008-12-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

okay i really want my voice back!

2008-12-13T00:18:00.002+08:00

went out today again and invited eileen, jermaine & nikki along. but they've got plans alr. ):
its okay! there's always another time.

so we went to city hall and took pictures. LOL.
after that we went to watch Bolt.
it's sooo cute! esp the baby Bolt.
except that the hammy is real irritating!

oh! and ron cut his hair! haha. see luhhhh~ dont want listen to me!
and i accidentally took home with me his nano. =/

vernice is back with her again and she's jealous of me?
LOL! no worries. vernice should be more aware as if i'm really interested i also will be interested in her and not vernice.
hahaha!

will post the pictures whn i receive from ver (:

2008-12-12T03:12:00.001+08:00

went to bugis with dd, yt, xiu today.
walked ard shopping for xmas present.
after that yl came and join us.

bought vernice's birthday present and afew xmas presents for my girls. :D
i bought those xmas presents from a pushcart shop and the person looking after the pushcart is damnnnn cuteeee [to me luh ._.] at first i bought one only. then i want to see him again so i went back again and buy more stuffs from him. LOL. he's really very cute! =/ ok. enough of this.

after that shop at village and i bought a pair of heels.
its like damn nice! and last time the shop used to sell those shoes at a high price but these few days they are selling at a super low price! so i told myself that i must walk out the shop with something today. and this i-think-very-fated-with-me heels caught my sight and i bought it at $23. okay not me. dd bought it.

then went to 2nd level. pass by the perfume shop and i was looking for the one i noticed at Sasa. its Daisy Marc Jacobs. its really nice (: but suddenly this-very-fated-with-me anna sui dolly girl : on the beach caught my sight and i'm like OMG! IS THAT LIKE THAT ALREADY-STOP-PRODUCTION BLUE DOLLY GIRL! it's like a year ago? i happened to have dolly girl on the beach 'tester strip' and i threw it in my bag. after awhile i realise it has a very very very nice smell! after a few months later i wanted to get it but i was informed that it has stop production! i'm sooooo upset and now i finally saw the i-think-its-the-last-bottle-in-singapore! so dd tempted me by asking : you want to buy? :D then i gave a very serious consideration about it and i nodded with enthusiasm. and its mine at $45. (: but i've alr like forgotten the smell? so immediately i spray it on my wrist and woah! it's really nice! =D

then we shop at bugis junction again and of course, we 'fake fake' pass by that pushcart and look at the guy. heees. okok. i know that's not the point.

then i saw a small bag and they knew i wanted to get a small bag so everyone started tempted by complimenting that its nice and i should get it. shucks! so i told dd it's his decision. LOL. and of course he bought it at $25.90. and the three items are what he said to be my christmas present. =/

of course when i go home i got nagged by my mum luh! ):
but nevermind as promised, when i have money, i'll buy lots of things for you too okay ._. ! still, THANKS ALOT! =D

P.S. tmr we're having a 'pre-christmas photography day : the first'. (: i wonder who came out with such a brilliant & creative idea! that person must be the most special human on Earth. =))

2008-12-10T02:03:00.002+08:00

went out in the afternoon with eileen and we shopped ard at town while waiting for vernice and ron. then when vernice came over, eileen left. then went to walk ard at Tangs with ver will waiting for ron. super slow poke lor. guy still so slow. like girl like that!
LOL. =X sure get beaten up by him.

after that we went to eat at subway, chatted then went to cine and find terrence and my cliffie!!!
okay after that went to arcade and play then rest at gloria jeans for a drink and chit chatted.
okay. the most important part. i was coughing so badly so there's this very nice guy who asked if i'm okay and then he offered to go and buy mineral water for me! then 7-11 doesnt sell the one i want so he went down to basement and get it from koufu! so sweet right! sweeter than the lollipop incident!

guess who the guy is man. =)

LOL.
took afew photos too. and i really gotta admit this gf of mine really has a very nice smile! XD

after that rest at the park near dhoby ghaut and listen to them sing.
super sad that i have no voice. sigh.
then after that headed home.

OHOH! halfway through the night, MR.E-LOOKALIKE SMSED ME with this very cute, sweet and short sms!
okay i'm going crazy alr. its the first time he really msg me on his own okay. woohoo!

2008-12-08T20:26:00.001+08:00

lol! and ya. i was telling almost everyone i'm in a 'no talking campaign' so they can only sms me as i cant speak. =X

and when danny was asking me how i lost my voice, i gave him a stupid reply saying that i dreamt of a fairy saying she will take away my voice and when i woke up i just lost my voice. ROFL.

2008-12-08T20:12:00.003+08:00

ohoh! after that met up with parents again and we went to some restaurant to eat the xiao long bao. hahaha!
not badddd but very salty =X

2008-12-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

i cant wait to be able to sing again!

2008-12-08T19:38:00.001+08:00

i miss my grandma.. =( wednesday's her 100 days so we going to the place and visit her.
wonder where is she at now.

2008-12-08T19:35:00.002+08:00

P.S. as i'm on my way home. i got like 1/4 of my voice back. so now i can talk abit but in a very very weird kind of voice and keep '走音'... =/

2008-12-08T19:28:00.002+08:00

=( i had an unlucky day!!
okay first it started out fine on my way to city hall..blah blah..
then as most has alr know i lost my voice so i cant really communicate with others.
then as i was going to meet terrence [walking from funan IT mall to city hall MRT], my shoe spoil!!!! so i'm like oh what now. so suay. nevermind maybe can tahan until bugis and buy a new shoe. but nono! it get worse and worse and eventually i cant walk so i hide in the toilet thinking of a way and i have to ask for a rubber band from an auntie. [ok i knw very embarrassing]
then with my temp out of shape shoes, i went to U.R.S.inc. and wanted to buy a new shoes which cost $39.90.
so happily as i was paying for the shoe, my atm got declined! oh fk! today is holiday! so my pay havent get into my account. shucks. i'm like how how?! and not forgetting i still cant speak!! then i smsed terrence to come over and then i called my dad. but he cant wear me cause i really got no voice! so i have to pass the phone to the saleslady and ask her to speak to him! omg! = =

okay then i'm like stuck at the shop for ard 20 mins? until my dad came and pay for me and after which my angel - terrence also arrived. and end of story. then i walked ard bugis with my new shoes. LOL.

super unlucky can. got to see vernice also cause she's at bugis and she only came and find me when i told her someone is also here! =( so its not because of me that you come over lor vernice yong yu xin.

sobs.

2008-12-08T12:46:00.002+08:00

x'mas shopping!
thank god that the pay came in at the right time!
=D

gotta check out some x'mas presents later for a few people.

2008-12-06T17:29:00.003+08:00

okok here is the list of my expenditure for ytd.

1. $7.50 - durain pancakes
2. $5 - neoprint
3. $3 - lunch
4. $10 - top up ezlink
5. $20.50 - dinner
6. $15 - pub expenses
7. $1.70 - 7-11 expenses
8. $6 - cab fare
9. $5 - return to vernice

left with $17

temp there this $4.30 dont know go whr. lol!
sigh. now then i realise how fast money can disappear! omg.

2008-12-06T15:47:00.006+08:00

yesterday morning rushed to bugis to the hotel for a briefing then meet my grp members. =D
haha. yep. its the tour guide for japanese students thingy. its really tough man. we're like chicken and ducks talking. quite a big language barriers. but luckily the little japanese i know helps alot.

My group members are Ayaka-chan, Mana-chan, Mei-chan & Yuri-chan. =)

learn alot of things from them too.

throughout the journey have to call ron and danny to ask for directions! =/

first brought them to chinatown. they were soooo amazed by the shophouses thr. haha. they bought some merlion keychains and cups. =D asking me if its yasui[cheap] or takai[expensive].
then they told me they want ice cream with bread. haha. and there's this ice cream uncle selling it so they tried it. and they think it's oishii! haha.

next they want to go orchard. so i asked if they know about durian. and they said they want to try! so i bought them the durain pancakes. they think its really smelly!! =/ and when they tried their reaction was like : OISHII! haha. but only ayaka-chan dislike it. =(

then they shopped at watson and guardian for cosmetics. haha. after that i brought them to cine to take puri puri. haha. it's neoprint =D they are real professional in taking puri because the machine is in their language! hahaha. after that they saw a bunch of nihonji[japanese] boys. guess the boys are here for vacation too. they are still in their uniforms! =/ anyway, they are so cute! lol.

after that they told me they want to eat xiao long bao! omg. where to find sia!
but oh oh! i thought of a place! hahaha. sim lim square! rmbed last time went thr with parents and we ate the xiao long bao. not bad! and its near their hotel so i brought them there and bought fried kuay tiow and fried hokkien mee & of course their xiao long bao. [i missing xiao long bao now. really its nice] they really think its superb & oishii, even though that wasnt the nicest fried kuay tiow and fried hokkien mee. =X

then ver came to look for me. =DD

after that i send them back to hotel and bid them goodbye asking them MUST EMAIL ME! hahaha. =D

BUT by the time, i'm so damn late! shucks. so me and vernice rushed back to sp. we were like late for 1 mins? LOL.

finshed the paper then welcome our holidays!

they were asking me why everytime i do my paper so fast. so the conclusion i gave is : means i never study thats why nothing write =/

after the paper, went to collect our 'Breathe' event moolah.
then headed to heeren with ver and nikki.
nikki treat me mr bean pearly soya milk =) hehs.

we shopped and heeren then there's this guy carrying a super big snake. and i'm so excited! i want to take a picture with it!! so i dragged ver and nikki with me! hahaha.

taada!

[its super random but i just have latest wants :
1. christmas tree!
2. turkey!
3. a good digital camera!!!!!!]

then we took pictures with xmas tree outside heeren. heh.

okay i look kinda weird in the photo.
anyway after this photo it rained! = =
then we headed back into heeren again and roam around deciding where to eat. and... we decided to eat the WARAKU!
omg. its like the best jap restraurant!

while waiting for the queue, me and nikki went to the atm and there's this guys with 5 Have's!
1. height
2. looks
3. style
4. body
5. colour

we were like omg omg! that's one cutie! and nikki was apologising for her gaga-ness. its okay nikki cause i love going gaga too!!!

anyway back to topic...

nikki and i ordered the set meal which after that we were pondering is that a set for two.......... =/
cause there's like udon and rice in the set. okok. i must starve for one wk liao. that's like sooooooo much carbohydrates. i'm gonna cry.

but the food is real yummy. =D

my set meal.

ver's big bowl of scallop udon in cream sauce.
[forgot to mention, we were amazed by the HUGE bowl. i think i never seen such big bowl in my life.]

nikki's set meal

lol this looks weird but its baked cod roe & its damn yummy but damn damn salty.
[my dad would sure have love it]

ver trying to hold up the plate and let me take picture. lol!

okay after our yasui[imho] meal costing $61+ for three person, ron called and want to meet us.
we went to cine and take puri again. so exciting man. first time take puri 3 times in a day!

after that we decided to go pub and we travelled to clarke quay and i brought them to bardot. the one i went to with lpd and danny before. =D
the lady damn chio although ron keep saying she look more and more chubby and her fake eyelash very fake.
but i like cannot uh. lol. then i keep looking at her = =!

after that we ordered volka with red bull and tiger beer. then i try to sing but i alr got no voice alr! cause the pub is too noisy! alot of shouting and stuffs and nikki thinks that maybe the volka is too strong for me. sigh.

ver and ron and nikki played pool too. haha. well i did play abit but i was so off ytd!

ver and ron sings well =)
nikki didnt sing! =(

after that we left at ard nearly to 4am. not sure too. then send nikki to bus stop and accom her wait for her NR8. then ron wanted to eat fries so we went to macdonalds. and instead he fell asleep thr while vernice is drawing. =/

after that vernice want to look for the toilet so we went off and the timing is just right! the man just open the shutter for the underground. haha. then we headed home. i couldnt stand it at cck so i alight and cabbed home. slept till 3pm plus. =D

but i keep pondering on one thing... where did i spend my $5 on?!

i had like $95 with me! and i'm like with $17 back home. but there's this $5 missing! LOL. i couldnt recall where i spent it on! i'm like cracking my head. zzz.
but then, wtf! i spent soo much money!

okok. lets list down my expenditure on the next entry. LOL.

2008-12-04T20:09:00.004+08:00

omg. the best ice cream i've eaten is...

2008-12-04T00:24:00.001+08:00

went to town today after our 2nd last paper. hurhur.

& we took neoprints!

2008-11-30T23:05:00.003+08:00

my new haircut & colour!

wth my specs on. ben said look like professor. but i think its like not very nice =(

super act cute also =/

heh.

2008-11-18T23:24:00.004+08:00

went to flyer there with my officially girlfriend. =D
yep. i realised female suits me more.
lol.

me and ah meng (fake one)

my new girlfriend

the ice cream we shared. =D

i have talents in photography too. =X

and this!

2008-11-12T09:36:00.000+08:00

god gave me the sign! =)
thanks!

2008-10-26T00:43:00.001+08:00

how much i misses the past.
so many questions unanswered.
i'm sorry for my selfishness and all.

2008-10-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

i miss my girls.
sigh.

2008-09-02T21:15:00.001+08:00

this morning i just got the news that my grandma had passed away. =(

2008-08-11T00:44:00.001+08:00

please pardon my doings.
sometimes i just want to make sure that i'm real.
but i realised
its all the same. at least for those moments we are all true to our hearts.

i miss you all.

2008-07-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

我在夜裡偷偷哭泣
但沒人知.
唯有星星, 月亮和我知...

2008-07-23T00:00:00.003+08:00

為何要看外表呢?
在美麗, 在帥也不能給你這是上最美麗的東西;
也不能給你最完整的幸福.
把一切拋開你會發現其實愛很微妙也很簡單.
完整的幸福來自於對的人而不是完整的人..

2008-07-21T02:58:00.002+08:00

Be quiet and listen,
Everything around us is talking to us.
That's when love is spreading around.
That's why I love the night.
As that's when it's the quietest moment on earth.

It's like I've found myself.
Because God made us from himself.
That's what makes the connection all among us.
That's why you can hear the nature speaking to us,
Just like a part of us.

2008-07-21T02:50:00.002+08:00

death and newborn make the world balance.
that's why people are drawn to babies and funerals.

2008-07-21T02:49:00.001+08:00

Yesterday is a history,
tomorrow is a mystery,
today is a gift,
that's why its called present.

2008-07-21T02:47:00.000+08:00

In the stadium, a race is going on.
Spectators were cheering : We Are Number One! We Are Number One!
But ask youself this,
what's wrong with being number two?

2008-07-21T02:41:00.005+08:00

Fourth Tuesday
We Talk About Death

Everyone knows they're going to die but nobody believes it.
If we did, we would be doing things differently.
We should be prepared for it at any time so we can be more involved in our life. Buddhists prepare it by asking the bird over their shoulder : Is today the day? Am I ready? Am I doing all I need to do? Am I being the person I want to be?

the truth is, once you learn how to die, you learn how to live.

most of us all walk around as if we're sleepwalking. We dont really experience the world fully, because we're half asleep, doing things we automatically think we have to do.
Only when you're dying, you finally see everything much differently.

2008-07-21T02:34:00.003+08:00

Third Tuesday
We Talk About Regrets

When one knows about his death, regrets will appear.

our culture "doesnt encourage us to think about such things until you're about to die. We're so wrapped up with egotistical things, carer, family, having enough money, meeting the mortgage, getting a new car, fixing the radiator when it breaks - we're involved in trillions of little acts just to keep going. So we dont get into the habit of standing back and looking at our lives and saying, Is it all? Is this all I want? Is something missing."

"You need someone to probe you in that direction. It wont just happen automatically."

We all need teachers in our lives.

2008-07-21T02:29:00.002+08:00

The Second Tuesday

We Talk About Feeling Sorry For Yourself

compassion, society is lacking of it.

compassion means a strong feeling of sympathy and sadness for the suffering or bad luck of others and a desire to help them.

2008-07-21T02:13:00.002+08:00

Tuesdays with Morrie
First Tuesday
We Talk About The World

the most impt in life is to learn how to give out love and to let it come in.
why do people keep themselves only to themselves alone?
isnt love the greatest thing in the world.
the only rational act. please spread the love by appreciating one another.
i'm still learning too =)

2008-07-21T02:10:00.001+08:00

i love music and night because they are beautiful.
they sent tingles of happiness, warmth and security in my blood.

2008-07-21T02:02:00.000+08:00

愛就是能夠把一首歌變的完美,
就因為心中想的是你心愛的人.
是這樣子的嗎?

2008-07-08T13:53:00.001+08:00

" You closed your eyes. That was the difference. Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other trust you, you must feel that you can trust them too - even when you're in the dark. Even when you're falling. "

- Tuesday With Morrie, Mitch Albom

2008-06-28T18:15:00.000+08:00

omg. i think i becoming 宅女. = =!

2008-06-12T15:50:00.002+08:00

realised i super long never blog.
supposingly today there's dinner with my many secondary good friends.
but i got dancesport! so have to miss it.
awww..

2008-06-12T15:48:00.002+08:00

yesterday i really project out when i'm singing infront of them.
i think that's what it should always be.
i havent heard that side of me.
sigh. darling said that's what he refers to all the time when he say i lack of the projection.

=)

fell in love with the song Big Girl Dont Cry by Fergie.

2008-05-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

聽我們的畫不然會受傷
如果不聽話就快滾回家

2008-04-27T19:59:00.000+08:00

pause of a chapter and awaiting for a continuation...

2008-04-19T02:24:00.001+08:00

omg! my dancing mat finally arrived!! it's sooo fun!!
hahaha. really like arcade ddr. no need money, wont lose and got more songs! woohoo!!
my stockings also arrived today.
dont know to say today is my day or what. haha.
darling will be back on sunday morning!!

2008-04-17T22:30:00.002+08:00

today during character development class mr ong is so funny! and we had to interview our classmate. so i interviewed kah han. his chinese name is jia heng. so nice! then after that ms rajes told us about our project. we'll be helping out a coporate event at raffles place atrium. soooo cool! after that. ming wei called. guess i dont have to blog about what happen le. darling you know le right! =DD

2008-04-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

someone encouraged me today. actually what he said was right. maybe at times i just chose to hide and find the easy way out. i did not remember what i promise myself yesterday. so i'm gonna work hard. and compete against no one but myself and find out where is my extreme.

2008-04-15T22:06:00.002+08:00

i sooo angry. teacher said we need to get some tools for our drawing classes. so i heard that those are quite expensive. i tried to get from my mum and she actually give me that kind of 'you-must-be-lying-again' look! and she doesnt want to give me. she said i confirm spend them on other things. so after that i said i dont want to take from her. and my dad said her. so she think think then decided to trust me. but i really very hurt you know. i just cant forget abt what she say. so i said i dont want already. then she like super not happy and asked me not to make her angry. she now bearing her temper. WTF! i take her money she not happy. i dont want take liao she also not happy. why why! why everytime is only adults that are right! i seriously so upset! my heart is so painful and miserable...

2008-04-14T23:27:00.002+08:00

today had the first class. teacher taught abt alot of things. i miss my darling so much..i want his hugs!!!!!! darling i really nth to write abt today. lol. =X same day. wake up, go sch, audition then slp.

2008-04-14T01:38:00.004+08:00

ytd went to my granny's place to eat. got soo many things. = =!

today went to imm long beach to eat. my uncle treat us again.

these few days stay at home play audition. dad bought me the a-cash for me.

bought sexy clothes for my character :D

sexy right! muahaha.

2008-04-10T22:10:00.002+08:00

today is flag day. saw mr tan at raffles city with brandon. collected $15.50. not bad already. ok luh. for a matter of fact it's super lousy luh! after that went home and fell asleep. so tiring. i miss my darling so much. he just called. but think his phone got problem. maybe no reception to my house. zzz.

2008-04-09T23:37:00.002+08:00

today is 3rd of school. had games quite fun. got my fave song! the little ducklings song! =D

then finally got to bond with my classmates. we actually won the 2nd or 3rd prize of $90 swensen voucher. haha. tomorrow going to have that for lunch with my class. oh ya. today played the act and guess game. super funny. laugh till i faint. got what abortion centre, halloween, tiger, serangoon. total craps. HAHA. lucky that my class have elfie. if not i think our class will be quiet until now. darling miss you! faster come back =(

2008-04-09T00:52:00.002+08:00

as i had promised, blogging another entry today.
darling, i miss you sooooo much! and i didnt went to school today.
=X was feeling too tired so rest at home.
i watched Win A Date With Tad Hamilton and it's quite nice =D kinda like 27 dresses.
the female lead chose her best friend in the end instead of the super star. and i realise how much i love you. i think if now jimmy lin stands infront of me, i'll still choose him. LOL! just kidding! i only want you my darling. =D
remember your promise - convertable car. =p
seriously, i dont love you just because of your wealth. hahaha.
haiyo. just kidding again =D it doesnt matter even if it's just a bicycle you can get for me alright.
i love you.

2008-04-07T19:37:00.003+08:00

first day of school today! so tiring!
tutor was talking about SPICE - Singapore Polytechnic Intelligent Computering Environment.
so school ends around 12pm. went to the library and wait for yuanting to be back. then went to moberly building to take a look. Met new friend! Her name is Nikki. She's 20 :) same as darling.
My class only got 3 guys!

After that went to Lot 1 with Rui Ping to have dinner at pizza hut.

SUPER SLEEPY NOW!

zzZZzz...

2008-04-06T14:42:00.002+08:00

took the dancing mat from tengzhe today and realise the down button is spoil! so i keep losing the game as i cant step the down button. downloaded audition already.
got a great improve in highstreet5 today. manage to complete the round 10 and got a complete light around my character. =D
but that's only once in a lifetime i think.
seriously i have very poor reaction towards arrows. zzz.
i miss my darling. saw him online. shuld be his bro.

2008-03-10T10:57:00.002+08:00

argh!

2008-03-02T14:45:00.002+08:00

doctor said my dad's heartbeat is not beating well.
so now he had to be admitted to hospital for observation for few days. i can see my mum's eyes is red and is trying to hold her tears. so, i'll not cry infront of them too.
i know i'll only make them upset..

2008-02-27T16:02:00.002+08:00

finally permed my hair! also, put extensions.
now my hair is long like last time again! woohoo~
met new taiwan friend again and now helping out with Hiro's club.
i've informed Hiro about it too but he has yet reply =)
gonna be busy again..

2008-02-18T17:30:00.002+08:00

oh ya. forgot to mention that i bought a new cpu with keyboard and mouse at $588.
it's compaq with 1gb ram, 160gb hard disk, intel processor 2.20HMz and intel GMA 950 graphics(not very good). still wasnt able to play my designer game.

also xxxx the microsoft office 2007 home and student edition and adobe photoshop CS2.
=D
i think i can be a xxxxxxx next time and earn alot money. lol.
just kidding.

now my comp is window vista. not bad. nice. theme very nice too.
guess my comp isnt lack of anything else anymore. =) *grins
changed my psp firmware and was able to play harvest moon innocent life and patapon already. i'm like over the moon. hee.

oh! bought a digital camera too! it's vivicam from vivitar with 12MP and a free casing for bringing underwater. next time go swimming can go shoot ppl. =\

it's over here http://www.vivitar.com/product_05mp.asp#5188blk .
it says 5MP however i can set the MP to a maximum of 12MP. tada~

2008-02-15T11:50:00.000+08:00

23 hours more to my birthday. =)

2008-02-11T14:28:00.000+08:00

working now. just came back from lunch. went to lunch with boss, HM, brandon and steven at a korean restaurant. food is nice =D
boss gave me a $20 ang bao. woots!
send a sms notice to peeps about my friday birthday celebration.
but only received few replies. guess it wont be a memorable birthday again this year...

2008-02-11T14:21:00.000+08:00

3rd day of new year,
went to danny's house to greet his dad. quite friendly =D
i'm liking his dad more and more (when he's in a good mood).

then after that went to his granny house again. vincent was there.
then later we went to jp wanting to catch a movie. end up never watch cause show time too late.
so he came to my house. mum gave him $10 ang bao. =D
heh. not bad. first time see my mum give someone so much.

stayed at home on the 4th day of new year. then danny came and we went to eat ajisen with my family. met up with my cousin too. showed her danny. muahaha.

5th of new year,
went to rui ping's house to watch lion dance then we went to my house. and guess what. my family were out. AND! i never bring keys!
so asked dad to fetch keys over. while waiting, danny came. so we 3 were like camping outside my house. =\
after that met with teng zhe. so rui ping, teng zhe and me went to lot 1 to eat KFC while darling went back to his granny house.
bought couple tee for us =DDD

darling surprised me at my house downstairs.
was walking home and someone suddenly hug me from behind then give a peck.
scare me~ thought who sia..

hahaha.

2008-02-11T14:10:00.000+08:00

1st day of new year went to maternal grandma house.
my cousin brought a dog there too.

my zi lian photos :

and after that in the evening, went to danny's grandma house.
played abit of cards and BigSmall then went home.
gosh. i'm freaking hand itchy for mahjong!
GWAH! why does no one play mahjong in these few days! wth. i can only play virtual mahjong on my psp. and it's in jap. which means i actually have no idea how the game is played~

anyway, took some pics with darling :

oh ya. show you guys my new year shoes. i love it so much!
but i know i wont wear it often. LOL.

2008-02-11T11:29:00.000+08:00

=D updates about new year!

firstly is the new year's eve.

went to my paternal grandma's house at Warren(i think) to have steamboat reunion dinner. my aunt bought her dog there. his name is mao mao. just like lucky, he's a maltese. but lucky is smaller in size cause lucky is mini breed.

this is bao bao :

2008-02-06T11:18:00.001+08:00

bought a belt for darling.
hope he'll see it soon!
=DD

2008-01-31T21:13:00.000+08:00

anyway, this is the list of my choices :

1. N72 TOURISM & RESORT MANAGEMENT (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
2. S55 TOURISM & RESORT MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
3. N48 REAL ESTATE BUSINESS (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
4. S71 BUSINESS ADMINISTRATION (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
5. S50 INTEGRATED EVENTS & PROJECT MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
6. S97 MUSIC & AUDIO TECHNOLOGY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
7. N53 BANKING & FINANCIAL SERVICES (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
8. N51 ACCOUNTANCY (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)

tada~
but i pray hard will get into first choice.
well. 11 points leh. SHOULD BE will get in bah... =(

2008-01-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

just realised i havent post about my GCE O Level results.
anyway yesterday called the MOE to confirm with them if te cca bonus points is counted during this year's intake. and guess what. they said YES! for any course!
woohoo!

my L1R4 is 13. so if i got cca bonus point, i'm left with 11 points! =)

cheerios everyone.

2008-01-31T09:24:00.001+08:00

new skin! made the banner on top myself =)
how was it?
haha.

2008-01-30T17:08:00.000+08:00

wooo~ getting my pay soon.
let's have the breakdown of the expenses.

Pay : $900
Leaves for 8 days.
8 x $40 = $320
Leftover : $580 =\ but maybe boss good give me more.
let's take it as $600.

OS : WTF!

psp - $355
mum's money - $100+

leftover : around $145 (ARGH!)

things to buy : 1. cosmetics - $28

leftover : $117

2. darling's watch - $119

leftover : -$2

FAINT. still need to owe $2!

2008-01-30T16:17:00.000+08:00

i'm totally so touched by him..
:)

2008-01-14T10:56:00.000+08:00

miserable. really got to take care your own body.
you'll only regret it when all sickness come.
sigh..